mo

torona torona torona!! tomorrow i leave for toronto.... just for a couple of days.... promised friends and the mom i'd go back to my roots! normally, i'm not a huge toronto fan.... i dunno... i just really don't miss it.... i'm lovin' montreal, i've been here for a year, and if ever i set up shop in canada for good, montreal would be the place!
so toronto is the destination... boo on the train ride... but at least i'm fuckin' takin' the train as opposed to the bus.... can you believe that a little 5 1/2 hr. ride to toronto takes sometimes between 7-9 hrs. by bus!! fuckin' ridonculous!! but i am happy to take a mini vacation.... i love to get away!! i love change.... ohh, i'll add that to the things i'm 'into'! absolutely love change... it's so fucking refreshing, i think it's good for the soul, mind, body, whatever....

and i get to see my one true oldest friend nic, (nicolette).... i love her! we're honestly cheesy outcasts who make a mission out of finding good places to eat cake.... fuck a crazy night out, we'll eat out, and then make a slumber party with extra buttery popcorn.... (with added melted butter... dripping wet... mmmm ... i can almost taste it).... gotta love the fatty shit!

i don't have many friends, mainly 'cause i can be anti-social a lot of the times, (do to laziness, shyness, awkwardness and carelessness), and also 'cause when i do get social, i get annoyed of some very easily.... i dunno.... maybe i'm just socially fucked!! i do try sometimes... hell, i'm on the site, aren't i?! but fuck, i'm still doing good... the world isn't a popularity contest.... or is it?! i hate that it feels like that sometimes....

man, i neeeeeeeeeeed to wash my hair.... i'm just too lazy.... so greasy.... but i'm sooooo lazy.... and then it takes forever to dry... argh....

oh, and i'm totally lost on this site!! like, i'm computer challenged or someting... i dont' know the lingo (sp?)... and what the hell is a 'thread'?! i'm helpless.... HELP!! i honestly need someone to hold me by the hand!!

thanx for the sweet comments, too.... is there a way to answer back comments?! 'cause i feel bad leaving them unanswered..... anyways... thanx for them!! i need the support... i'm lost, like a wounded little bambi!

(something happened last night... that's giving me perma smiles and an attitude of an 8 yr. old.... i'll let you all know when appropriate, and no, nothing dirty!!) i'm just dying to tell someone!! let's just say that my wish mighta' come true!!! (evil laugh) i dunno why evil... meh.....but i must wait, i must be patient!! i absolutely hate being patient!!

so, yeah... i guess that's it for tonight, i should continue to back the little nothing bag that i'm bringing.... which really doesn't need much thought 'cause i'll be back in a blink of the eye..... OH, but i must make sure the sick kitty will be ok when i'm gone!! i say kitty, but she's really an ol' misses!! just turned 16..... and lookin' her age!! but you gotta have faith... ha! sorry, i just had to say that! pure crap and pure cheesy classic george! catchy though!! hehe

anyways..... i'm tired... i work early tomorrow before i gotta haul my ass over to the train station....

mo
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