mnprogrock

well..maybe I should update this..I've had no luck with women since this..well no luck really..one girl I might have seen..even as a "friends with benefits" but it would have ended up in regret..I mean if for no other reason, she tells me about going on the toilet and having a pitbull..no car..just felt even desparate for me..and it's been over 3 years...

lust is not fair..life for me is like one long fucking tease..maybe someday i won't see it that way. Having a woman hugging me with her bare breasts is unavavoidably desired..and that's probably why I lack it, because it is..if I only could accept that and not care..my brain has a chemical that won't allow that.

I am seeing Ours, Dredg, 3 (the band), and likely Particle in the next 3 weeks..Coheed and Avenged Sevenfold in May atleast...I have no lust, but I do have my supply of entertainment to look fwd to.

Kyle