whatever it is she wants, whatever ulterior motive she has, i don't care. it feels good to be treated well.
To be someone's friend, to be treated like i matter.
everyone else's artificiality is so negative, so petty and transparent.
why do people have to hold on to these childish illusions and games? life really is simple. you know what is important, just let go...
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To be someone's friend, to be treated like i matter.
everyone else's artificiality is so negative, so petty and transparent.
why do people have to hold on to these childish illusions and games? life really is simple. you know what is important, just let go...
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sexygenie:
ah yes. fakity fakers. well worded entry. word to that!
1aura1:
the depression is setting in. drinking to etreme excess, self destructive spending sprees, the hatred of leaving the house and seeing people.
not good.
not good at all.
something has to change.
i think it is me.
not good.
not good at all.
something has to change.
i think it is me.
piracy:
it's all related.
drinking will MAKE you depressed. it is a drug with LASTING EFFECTS.
stop drinking and things will get better - you will have to adjust to not being medicated (or self-medicate some other way), but alcohol's extensive side-effects will subside, you'll be more healthy and energetic inside of a week....
i approve of not being around people, from your pics it looks like tehre are plenty of other cool places to go, and i can imagine how difficult the japanese culture of consumerism on steroids can be to tolerate/resist....
just keep it together, and don't worry too much (stress is also bad for you)...
you say something has to change? just remember, something ALWAYS changes... (maybe it is always you)
drinking will MAKE you depressed. it is a drug with LASTING EFFECTS.
stop drinking and things will get better - you will have to adjust to not being medicated (or self-medicate some other way), but alcohol's extensive side-effects will subside, you'll be more healthy and energetic inside of a week....
i approve of not being around people, from your pics it looks like tehre are plenty of other cool places to go, and i can imagine how difficult the japanese culture of consumerism on steroids can be to tolerate/resist....
just keep it together, and don't worry too much (stress is also bad for you)...
you say something has to change? just remember, something ALWAYS changes... (maybe it is always you)
piracy:
whoa. i like your changing profile. pretty poignant.
sorry about the madness in my profile. i'm going through a phase.
been too sober lately.
Fuck i'm lonely.
Wanna come visit me?
been too sober lately.
Fuck i'm lonely.
Wanna come visit me?
sexygenie:
hmm..how many stamps do i need to stick on my butt to get there? =)
1aura1:
Why thank you!
Ok, here's the question. . .
Do i give in to temptation and let the bored housewife seduce me, or do i be a "good person" and try to ignore my raging hard-on?
You be the judge!!!
Do i give in to temptation and let the bored housewife seduce me, or do i be a "good person" and try to ignore my raging hard-on?
You be the judge!!!
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1aura1:
WTH go for it!
piracy:
the answer is throbbingly obvious.
though it undoubtedly will fuck with your life.
though it undoubtedly will fuck with your life.
I'm back. . .which, you know, isn't that big a deal. i doubt you even noticed i was gone.
But i had a fantastic time in Hiroshima, got blitzed and accosted by some random drunk japanese woman who couldn't dance, ate goooood indian food and spent all my money.
But i had a fantastic time in Hiroshima, got blitzed and accosted by some random drunk japanese woman who couldn't dance, ate goooood indian food and spent all my money.
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2coolforschool:
Yeah man, how awesome was the time you spent in Japan, my cousin is there but I dont hear from him much. Are all the Japanese chicks all over you because youre an american? Please let me know, Ive always wanted to visit there.
piracy:
what a crock! everyone knows hiroshima isn't there!
it was a threat to freedom!
which isn't free!
you have to kill somebody to be free! for the bible tells me so! and the president!
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it was a threat to freedom!
which isn't free!
you have to kill somebody to be free! for the bible tells me so! and the president!
/end
fuck fuck fuck. wrecked my bike. hurt my head and face.
nw i am sick and fucked and i am going on "vacation" tomorrow.
i hate life sometimes.
OUCH I HURT!!!
nw i am sick and fucked and i am going on "vacation" tomorrow.
i hate life sometimes.
OUCH I HURT!!!
sexygenie:
OUCH! how'd it happen?
sexygenie:
hahaha 'vented all over' you sure did. but i don't mind. that's what it's there for!
hi jim i'm jean.
whatcha doing in japan?
hi jim i'm jean.
whatcha doing in japan?
i'm tired. and sick.
it's 5:50 a.m. and i can't sleep. i've been coughing all night.
Fuck me.
it's 5:50 a.m. and i can't sleep. i've been coughing all night.
Fuck me.
1aura1:
take some nyquil