mnemesis

I had lots of nightmares about spiders jumping at me, trying to get into my mouth. . .wonder what that means?

I discovered why i have been so sad lately--I haven't had any chocolate milk for weeks! So i gots the cure for my ills now.
Life is looking up!

I like days off, especially if i get paid. I got the new Beasties cd, it's cool, but copy protection sux ass.
Hmmm. . .
Wow, my life is boring. What does it say about you that you are reading about it?
loser.

What the fuck am i doing here?
Someone please tell me that. Just what the fuck. . .

I may be a pimp, but I ain't washin' my ho's
(clothes)
Prostitute Laundry!

is it weird to feel a sense of accomplishment everytime i do something, just because i am completely and utterly clueless about what is going on around me? I mean, i am feel like i "did something" because i got a video rental card. Fer chrissakes, the guy filled in my address for me on the registration form! THIS IS NOT AN ACCOMPLISHMENT.
But i...
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So i got my japanese bank account and my japanese cellphone and my japanese job. . .now i just need a japanese girlfriend and my wrok here will be done.
Where can i get me one of them?
Oh, bad news. . .i found my polish vodka here, and it was (gasp) CHEAP.
I am doomed. Doomed, i tell you!!!

Now i am drunk (god bless you, sapporo draft one) and am online. i have the next two days off. . .What shall I do? I am broke, so it doesn't matter.
Well. i had a nice day, teaching is fun if you aren't hung over.
And these Japanese girls, goddddddaaaaaammmmnnnnnn.
What's a poor gaijin to do?

Uuuurggghhhh. . .hung over. have to work. blah.
I went to mz first Karaoke bar here last night. Zou rent a room and zou get all you can drink. Dear god.
But i Wowed em with Tom Jones, and I dazzled em with Frank. It was a night to hazily remember. . .
Suddenly, my keyboard has turned German. . .h?

Just got back from Hiroshima, where I met cool people and had fun, but at the same time had this immense feeling of guilt There are little reminders everywhere of just how aweful people can be to each other. I feel like i owe Japan some kind of atonement. When I was at the A-bomb dome, an old japanese man there smiled at me and...
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So i went to the nearby Shrine today, did a cleansing ritual and basically enjoyed the serenity, despite the omnipresent vending machines and fake-ass new buildings. An extremely nice priest wrote me a blessing and stamped it, it was awesome. I am getting to be a little more aware of why i wanted to come here in the first place. I am still homesick for...
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well, I am back under an alias. Perhaps some remember me, but it is irrelevant. Logos is dead, Mnemesis lives. In Japan. Teaching English.
Sigh.