tomorrow is the day i promise to start forcing myself. there wont be so much forcing as there will be suggesting, that is, if i knew what was good for me i would take my own suggestions. the clothes on the hangers wont hang inside out and all the dishes in my sinks will shine clean, or so i think because as static as it all may seem this is not where i will stay and these goals are not the real goals. its only come recently to me that im not stuck here, i get to leave when i am done. so tomorrow ill start stitching things up. scary is the fun.
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Naw, I don't think I need a call. I'm doing quite better. And, I even did the dishes. But I too, need to work on laundry, and clutter.... and cleaning up Aradia's messes....