mmmmshock

I hate drama.

I hate being at work and not being able to help my friends out. When I drink, I know how to control myself. But appparently no one else does.

So I'm stuck at work with people calling me left and right asking for my help but I can't because I'm trying to make a living.

Well not even a living, making money...
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I'm at work and it's really boring. I just checking out some old sets from the early 2000s with some beautiful sg ladies.

Sg should come on tour to Burlington Vermont. That would probably be the best thing that will ever happen in the town for the rest of Eternity. Over Elton John playing at the Champlain Valley Fair which isn't even in Burlington anyway....
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rellkin:

I agree that would be great but its not likely to happen. but i guess wishing never hurt any one and any thing is possible just don't hold your breath

Jul 11, 2008

mmmmshock:

yeah dude. we should start a petition and have a fundraiser or some shit.

Jul 12, 2008

the russians still want to see my pictures. silly boys

emma:

hurry up and get accepted so we can do a multi! (REVENGE OF PLATTSBURGH & BURLINGTON)

Jul 11, 2008

mmmmshock:

It's really hard. Apparently, I'm not good looking enough or something. :[

Jul 11, 2008

I'm at work. With some of the Russian boys.

They asked to see my photos just because you can tell that I'm not wearing a shirt.

They are silly.

ahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

they like nudity.

they just said "show me your pictures, we will tell no one"

muahahahahah

Well one of my tattoos peeled in a weird spot and I don't like it.

It straight up isn't blue there where it's supposed to be.

my kitty just tried to snatch my bagel. silly Rasputin.

another day at work tonight. I'm not excited. Why did I take a night job? oh yeah, because it pays well.

this sucks. I feel like I have no...
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flatspin:

I'm sorry! I don't know how you do it. All night! I guess you get use to it.

Jul 10, 2008

mmmmshock:

yeah it fucking sucks but I make really good money. That is the only reason I do it. I have been looking for a new job for a long time that will pay as much but it's hard when you're 19 years old.

Jul 10, 2008

So I screwed up pretty bad in my life.

My ex and I are still in love. And we know it very well.

However. I am stupid and got drunk one night and ending up sleeping with his best friend.

He got drunk and told my ex about it.

So my ex got angry with me.

But I went over there and crawled in bed...
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Anyone like In Flames?

I love them. The lead singers voice is incredible.

Anyhoo. I want to be in a band like that one song with the guest female vocalist "Dead End."

Just sharing.... lol have a good day!

so today is my friend Kay's birthday.

Apparently she's going to have a really sweet party at her new apartment with mad food and booze.

I'm pretty excited because we never hang out anymore. Maybe Quinne will be there. We all used to be really good friends last summer.

I feel bad because I was supposed to have movie night tonight with my friend Ryan....
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My kittens are so adorable.

They are both boys. Brothers from the same litter. They're both gray, one has longer hair and one short.

The shorter hair one is called Stalin. He is a loving adorable little ball of sweetness.

The other one is Rasputin. He is gorgeous and he knows it. He likes to just sit and be beautiful to look at but sometimes...
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dude. I just fucking wrote this long ass blog and the computer didn't post it.

I'm so fucking pissedddddd.

well pretty much to sum up. I'm having a good summer.

Got some new tattoos.

pictures up soon.