mkdaniella

I know that people say conflict is not necessarily a bad thing and in my experience many good things come from conflict. But it can be so ugly and bring so much distortion that I avoid it all cost, wanting positive change to come from other channels... Am I just making the conflict worse because I hold on to the feelings for so long that when they do come out they are all twisted and disproportionate? How does one learn to be reasonable but at the same time allow themselves to be unreasonable in healthy doses to prevent too much shit from hitting the fan at one time?

I believe that the whole time I was looking for unconditional....... unconditional was right in my face... after all having complete faith in your bond with someone is the ultimate way of showing that they matter to you... and i will be eternally grateful for that.

If I had it my way there would be a lot more displays of the "I would travel to edges of the universe for you" type because that is where I find myself in... or maybe i always have...

always will... and that is ok with me...