mkayal

So I'm at work, driving, and the newscaster comes on for the 89 and a half second broadcast.

"The Shooter was found dead in the school."

If there's one thing you never want to hear, it's that.

Getting back to the office, it was really showing that it was on every parents minds.

What really scares me is that I was watching the show Numb3rs the other week. It was the episode where killing went viral. After Colorado, the mall, and now this. I don't think things come in waves, I like to think there's isolated incidents, but I'm scared shitless that one incident spurs on another.

I'm really trying not to think about this because a) I have friends that went on to be teachers (that could have taught in Connecticut) and b) I have family members in kindergarten so the more I think about this the more likely I am to see their faces in that situation so I'm really trying not to think about this.

If anyone reading this should ever plan a spree, please don't. I never call anyone attention whores but if you want to be famous for killing, you're an attention whore and don't drag anyone down with you before you eat a bullet you fucking shit.