too fucked up to sleep or stay in one place so here i am, blogg'n it up. how weird is it when u'r listening to all the random noises houses make. its like spooky to me and then i realize that it's prob. a usual accurance but cuz i'm sleepy when it happens some other time... i never noticed. SCARY
so i've been thinking and i have a serious phsychological condition that changes me everytime it gets cold. When its cold outside i am almost always way more cuntly and bitchy. my sense in music changes, my sense in taste changes and so do my eating habbits... i get totally sad and grumpy... winter is alo the time were i usually hurt people.so whats the deal.... why is happening to me... was i meant for hibornation... i totally didn't spell that right
anyways... thinking about how i'm a total jekel'n hide and haven't done anything about it thus far. its 6:00am..... haven't slept a wink.... to wired and jittery.... almost out of bud to smoke.... so wired and jittery are here to stay..... so i figure just stay up and get down to business earlier than normal so that i can get that shit done, come home and go to bed for atleast 4hours before i have another dog to walk.... listening to this band called Servant... or The Servant... haven't quite figured that out yet but either way.... totally not what i usually listen to but goddamn its swept me off my feet.... ya ever seen Sin City? yeah, jessical alba hotter than she's ever been cept in the diving movie.... and the theme song is called "Cells". so cool... so i've known that song for a while but just today decided to burn the rest of that album.... and no i can't get enough... i'm blabbing... how difficult this must be to read.... or keep up
so i've been thinking and i have a serious phsychological condition that changes me everytime it gets cold. When its cold outside i am almost always way more cuntly and bitchy. my sense in music changes, my sense in taste changes and so do my eating habbits... i get totally sad and grumpy... winter is alo the time were i usually hurt people.so whats the deal.... why is happening to me... was i meant for hibornation... i totally didn't spell that right
anyways... thinking about how i'm a total jekel'n hide and haven't done anything about it thus far. its 6:00am..... haven't slept a wink.... to wired and jittery.... almost out of bud to smoke.... so wired and jittery are here to stay..... so i figure just stay up and get down to business earlier than normal so that i can get that shit done, come home and go to bed for atleast 4hours before i have another dog to walk.... listening to this band called Servant... or The Servant... haven't quite figured that out yet but either way.... totally not what i usually listen to but goddamn its swept me off my feet.... ya ever seen Sin City? yeah, jessical alba hotter than she's ever been cept in the diving movie.... and the theme song is called "Cells". so cool... so i've known that song for a while but just today decided to burn the rest of that album.... and no i can't get enough... i'm blabbing... how difficult this must be to read.... or keep up
I find it a little bit scary listening to the noises of the house at night. Moreover, it is far more scary when you know your house is in the middle of nowhere
I understand what yu say about winter and the change of mood or everyday's habits. I find it really depressing and it is the time I need the most to go out but actually, no one is. And every year it is the same... shame...