mjr0xurs0x

way too much stuff happened since the last time i posted here.

when i got there .. it only took her a day to start acting the way she used to. nothing has changed .. actually something changed .. she got more bitter. she's been having really bad anger problems. she's been snapping at me worse than before. and usually i'll start bitching about it but the whole time i just bit my tounge. and it was causing me stress. it was so hard to put my pride aside. i just wanted to spend time with her. and that didnt even work out. most of the time she was driving or taking care of her "sister in law"'s kids or smoking and hanging out with her friends. i mean i went there to spend time with her. instead she was too busy having way too much fun with her friends. i really wanna be with her again but i have a feeling that things arent gonna change for the better. it hurts so much .. iono what to do. why cant i just be happy for once.