so i've been driving lately and i'm doing pretty good at it .. ok just straight roads .. lol! it's nice to know that i'm not alone out there being my age and not knowing how to drive yet. thanks for commenting guys!
oh and me and the gf arent doing so well. we fought the other night and now were not on speakin terms. well ok i got mad because it seemed like she never has time to talk to me anymore cause she's always out or busy doing something else. i always felt like she never put me first. i'm an attention whore when it comes to relationships. i want their full attention all the itme. which i kno is a bit selfish but hey, ur in love with me not them! goddammit! iono .. now i feel like .. ok were trying to work things out and i can barely talk to u. i work all day and i text her all the time while i'm at work and she's sleeping most of the time. she finally gets up at around 5 or 6 which is when i have my lunch and she usually has to go take her friend's kids out or something. then i get home around 10 and she's busy again doing something else or she's going out and she wont be able to call me til fuckin 2 in the morning and by then i HAVE to be sleeping because i have work the next morning. it sucks! were not gonna be able to work anything out if she dont even have time for me! oh and she's supposed to be looking for a job but i doibt she is. like this weekend she'll be in the bay bc she's going to sf pride with her friends. that's gonna be money wasted on what she's supposed to be saving since she's still looking for a job. that's why when i finally snapped the other night i told her not to call me this weekend bc i kno she's gonna be partying the whole time and she wont have time for me anyways so why bother teasing me by calling for a couple of minutes. and besides i hella wanted to go to pride so i'm a bit jealous she got to go and i didnt.
about work .. ugh it's hopeless .. i'm starting to hate that shop. i've decided .. along with most of my co workers .. to work til the end of july and just split. there's no future for us there. its already crashing. so fuck it .. i'm out of that place.
speaking of the shop, a goddess by the name of brittney came in the other day looking for a receptionist job. she heard we were hiring. man, was she gorgeous. i wish i knew more about her so i can hang out with her and just stare at her .. she's sooooo hott!!!! but yea, that's all .. thanks for paying attention to my randomness once again.
oh and me and the gf arent doing so well. we fought the other night and now were not on speakin terms. well ok i got mad because it seemed like she never has time to talk to me anymore cause she's always out or busy doing something else. i always felt like she never put me first. i'm an attention whore when it comes to relationships. i want their full attention all the itme. which i kno is a bit selfish but hey, ur in love with me not them! goddammit! iono .. now i feel like .. ok were trying to work things out and i can barely talk to u. i work all day and i text her all the time while i'm at work and she's sleeping most of the time. she finally gets up at around 5 or 6 which is when i have my lunch and she usually has to go take her friend's kids out or something. then i get home around 10 and she's busy again doing something else or she's going out and she wont be able to call me til fuckin 2 in the morning and by then i HAVE to be sleeping because i have work the next morning. it sucks! were not gonna be able to work anything out if she dont even have time for me! oh and she's supposed to be looking for a job but i doibt she is. like this weekend she'll be in the bay bc she's going to sf pride with her friends. that's gonna be money wasted on what she's supposed to be saving since she's still looking for a job. that's why when i finally snapped the other night i told her not to call me this weekend bc i kno she's gonna be partying the whole time and she wont have time for me anyways so why bother teasing me by calling for a couple of minutes. and besides i hella wanted to go to pride so i'm a bit jealous she got to go and i didnt.
about work .. ugh it's hopeless .. i'm starting to hate that shop. i've decided .. along with most of my co workers .. to work til the end of july and just split. there's no future for us there. its already crashing. so fuck it .. i'm out of that place.
speaking of the shop, a goddess by the name of brittney came in the other day looking for a receptionist job. she heard we were hiring. man, was she gorgeous. i wish i knew more about her so i can hang out with her and just stare at her .. she's sooooo hott!!!! but yea, that's all .. thanks for paying attention to my randomness once again.
what times do you work? i need to get a piece priced anyways? any rec's on artists there?