The crappy weather left me along for a few days to contemplate some of the lovely individuals I share my life with.
SS lies to me constantly. I suppose I could lament her character flaws but then, I find more distaste in the fact that I really dont CARE that she lies to me. My ambivalence and my constant need to play into the dysfunction is starting to scare me. I also find myself wondering what it is about me that pull people like SS into my life.
I let her know that, regardless of the structure of our relationship, I feel frustrated with being treated like a little bitch. She finally fell over herself to apologize telling me how important I am to her. It took her less than 9 hours to decide that I was just important enough for her spend the night with someone else and lie to me about it the next day.
I feel numb.
But the game is afoot. Always time to play.
SS lies to me constantly. I suppose I could lament her character flaws but then, I find more distaste in the fact that I really dont CARE that she lies to me. My ambivalence and my constant need to play into the dysfunction is starting to scare me. I also find myself wondering what it is about me that pull people like SS into my life.
I let her know that, regardless of the structure of our relationship, I feel frustrated with being treated like a little bitch. She finally fell over herself to apologize telling me how important I am to her. It took her less than 9 hours to decide that I was just important enough for her spend the night with someone else and lie to me about it the next day.
I feel numb.
But the game is afoot. Always time to play.