I have to state for the record, online as well as I have offline, that I am looking for ONE woman, just one, who will love me, and be loyal, and who is FUN, has a sense of God, who is nice--yes, and sexy. I don't need or require more than one. I know she is out there. She has been out there in the past, as I have had three relationships that have lastest more than 5 years each on average. Presently, I am single, and it has been this way for a few months now. I hate it.
The woman who I really am attracted to emotionally, as well as physically, right now in my life, works two jobs and goes to school, and is often too tired, so she says, to see me. I hate that. So, I have filled my time with other people socially. Specifically, I met a lesbian woman, only 21 years old, who is so pretty, so sexy, a Pakistani/Nicaraguan mix, who, in words and deeds, seems to really enjoy my company. I mean, get undressed, climb into bed, stay all night, dinner, movies, partying....and she introduced me to her girlfriend, a 19 year old black female--stunning--who similarly seems to enjoy my company in all the same ways. On average, I think the three of us or at least one of them and I are together 3 or 4 nights a week.
So, along comes my ex, the woman who was the center of my world, who dumped me--even though we still hung out together al the time--who all of a sudden is sooooooo jealous, and curious, and wanting to be a part of this new dynamic in my life--the girls, I call them--and suddenly is choosing to have great ex sex with me. I am, among other things, a little annoyed.....more later.....
The woman who I really am attracted to emotionally, as well as physically, right now in my life, works two jobs and goes to school, and is often too tired, so she says, to see me. I hate that. So, I have filled my time with other people socially. Specifically, I met a lesbian woman, only 21 years old, who is so pretty, so sexy, a Pakistani/Nicaraguan mix, who, in words and deeds, seems to really enjoy my company. I mean, get undressed, climb into bed, stay all night, dinner, movies, partying....and she introduced me to her girlfriend, a 19 year old black female--stunning--who similarly seems to enjoy my company in all the same ways. On average, I think the three of us or at least one of them and I are together 3 or 4 nights a week.
So, along comes my ex, the woman who was the center of my world, who dumped me--even though we still hung out together al the time--who all of a sudden is sooooooo jealous, and curious, and wanting to be a part of this new dynamic in my life--the girls, I call them--and suddenly is choosing to have great ex sex with me. I am, among other things, a little annoyed.....more later.....