mjollnir

~~ I have a new haircut. It is hottt. I would post a photo but I find it incredibly difficult to take photos of myself. I love my hairdresser.

~~ Tonight there will be much boozing. I'm pretty sleepy but up for rioting for a while.

~~ I'm kinda a text messaging addict. Actually, this applies to email too, but I hate having to wait for people to reply. Why can't they be at their computer/phone at the same time as me?

~~ There are a few mailing lists that I've subscribed to lately that are shocking me with how rude people are. I don't get it. Why do people bother to reply when all they're going to say is "Fuck off and don't ask such stupid questions" or whatever. Actually this applies to forums as well. It just alienates people from communities. Why would you have a -users mailing list if you can't ask questions on it? Gr. I'm certainly too scared to ask questions on most of the mailing lists I subscribe to. I'm pretty good at googling stuff though so don't need to.

~~ I have had some pretty big soul searching over the last few months and I'm torn about how I evaluate people. Why can't I accept that the things that are important to me are not necessarily the highest priority for other people? I'm starting to think that when I percieve confidence in my abilities and good decisions and the right priorities in my behaviour, what I'm really seeing is arrogance. I guess I need to realise that while I'm happy with the way I do things, I shouldn't think less of other people for doing it differently.

~~ It's hard to find a balance between being self aware and confident, and being a snob, I guess is what I mean.

~~ I guess I should stop thinking so hard about stuff.

~~ Why is it that I don't want anything until I can't have it? All those years of claiming to be just like Dorothy Parker have paid off, I ruin everything. Sucks to be me.