This journal entry is specifically and especially for 2 of my SG friends. (You will know who you are when you read the rest of it...)
Over the last few months, I have soul searched and danced myself into oblivion in order to come to terms with everything I am and what I want. I think I've done a pretty good job too. I feel pretty solid for the most part.
I don't need to compromise all those cool things about me in order to make someone else feel secure...that's their job. They need to make themselves feel secure. I just need to be me. I don't need to become some farm wife just to have a relationship. BLAH! (Trust me, that's the reality of it where I live!)
Here are the things that I want that I've never had (maybe you'll be surprised at some of the answers but it's the truth) And those of you who have had them, count your lucky stars.....
1. A slow dance (I had one in gr.7. It doesn't count. LOL)
2. a surprise present for no reason at all
3. a really deep kiss for no reason at all other than they just want to kiss me
4. A phone call just to ask me how I'm doing and maybe even ask about the small dood.....
I swear it's the little things!
It's so cool when I meet two people who are not just a couple but a team. Who do stuff together because they accent each other in their work and play. YAY for you guys!
Maybe I should dare to hope?
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PS- Coffee is the ELIXIR OF GODS!
Todays listening adventure:
Mario Pui
Tall Paul......
Over the last few months, I have soul searched and danced myself into oblivion in order to come to terms with everything I am and what I want. I think I've done a pretty good job too. I feel pretty solid for the most part.
I don't need to compromise all those cool things about me in order to make someone else feel secure...that's their job. They need to make themselves feel secure. I just need to be me. I don't need to become some farm wife just to have a relationship. BLAH! (Trust me, that's the reality of it where I live!)
Here are the things that I want that I've never had (maybe you'll be surprised at some of the answers but it's the truth) And those of you who have had them, count your lucky stars.....
1. A slow dance (I had one in gr.7. It doesn't count. LOL)
2. a surprise present for no reason at all
3. a really deep kiss for no reason at all other than they just want to kiss me
4. A phone call just to ask me how I'm doing and maybe even ask about the small dood.....
I swear it's the little things!
It's so cool when I meet two people who are not just a couple but a team. Who do stuff together because they accent each other in their work and play. YAY for you guys!
Maybe I should dare to hope?
-----------
PS- Coffee is the ELIXIR OF GODS!
Todays listening adventure:
Mario Pui
Tall Paul......
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That could very well be it.
Much like taking your clothes off infront of someone for the first time. (rather than the violent one you gave)
Acually I kinda like yours. Can I call you Berserker from now on?
the problem with the food is that there was a system that allowed it to go to the hungry, but then they decided that it somehow made it so that employees were tempted to steal. or some shit like that. i dunno. i have a plan, but it involves me being able to take shit home w/o having it signed off by my boss. the only reason i need to be able to do that is my boss is not around a tthe end of hte night (when we throw away bread).