Back home again. Feels good to be in my own space. Fell asleep watching "Extraordinary Gentlemen" with the small dood. Woke up to the credits. At least I'm getting more sleep I guess. 
I'm trying to decide what to do for New Years. Not quite sure...any suggestions? Not sure if I want to go out or not...... I think I would like to avoid the whole midnight kiss. It is usually highly disappointing.
I was told this weekend that I was very initimidating. Not because I'm some mondo asshole or something but because I've done a lot in life and I've been through a lot already. I know this comment to be true because often I hold back when I speak to people. I don't tell everything, often way less and I'm accused of being highly ambigious. Partially it's my desire to have privacy but I also know it's because the effect my life has on people. It is a lonely place to be in. Anyway, a certain gentleman told me I was intimidating so I held his hand tightly and said, "Oh please don't. Please see it as the way I am or at least a challenge. I'm so open to other's ways of life. Please don't shut down on mine."
~Sigh~
I'm trying to decide what to do for New Years. Not quite sure...any suggestions? Not sure if I want to go out or not...... I think I would like to avoid the whole midnight kiss. It is usually highly disappointing.
I was told this weekend that I was very initimidating. Not because I'm some mondo asshole or something but because I've done a lot in life and I've been through a lot already. I know this comment to be true because often I hold back when I speak to people. I don't tell everything, often way less and I'm accused of being highly ambigious. Partially it's my desire to have privacy but I also know it's because the effect my life has on people. It is a lonely place to be in. Anyway, a certain gentleman told me I was intimidating so I held his hand tightly and said, "Oh please don't. Please see it as the way I am or at least a challenge. I'm so open to other's ways of life. Please don't shut down on mine."
~Sigh~
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But that is the choice fundamentally though isn't it 4bid? Be less of me in order to accomodate others? That stinks man!
I know that's not what you're asking but when it comes right down to the choice, that is what it is. I happened to read something last night (yeah read go figure lol).......let me see if I can find it....... I can't find it but it said something along these lines..... The universe provides us with the tasks we must undertake. Our job here on earth is to use our talents and abilities to their fullest. Others may find our uses and abilities intimidating but you must strike forward anyway. Allow them to see your abilities not as intimidations but lessons or pathways to a better state of mind.
Now - taking into account your comment on "using our talents and abilities to their fullest" and accepting that I have an ability to retain useless information (as proven above), what do you think the universe has in mind for me?
As for being intimidating - you must come accross as very confident, which is not a bad thing.
Hope my revelations and thoughts have helped - though I wont be suprised if you didnt actually lose sleep not knowing the name of that cartoon!