So I'm at home on my "suedo" holidays. I get most of the day off but work 3-6. I can't afford to take holidays and my centre can't afford to lose any staff right now but man I need the break.
I confessed to the Sisk last night that I'm getting burnt and I can feel burn out around the corner. It some ways I'm amazed I've made it this far. I need to stop. Stop right the fuck now. My ADD brain is running in sixth gear. I'm looping thoughts badly (which is horrible I might add because they are usually stressful). I'm tired and sleep at least nine hours every night....which is good I suppose. I need it.
I told the Sisk and the dood that I 'm tired of running around and helping everybody. Everything is taking on a job like quality, everything.
However, despite the fact that the above sounds bloody awful, I'm damn proud. I can feel it before it comes, I can verbalize I need to stop, I can say no. That's milestones above anytthing I've done before.
Anyway, I'm home... i need to go refill my coffee and find some articles on how to split projection signals. Love being nerdy. GOO!
I confessed to the Sisk last night that I'm getting burnt and I can feel burn out around the corner. It some ways I'm amazed I've made it this far. I need to stop. Stop right the fuck now. My ADD brain is running in sixth gear. I'm looping thoughts badly (which is horrible I might add because they are usually stressful). I'm tired and sleep at least nine hours every night....which is good I suppose. I need it.
I told the Sisk and the dood that I 'm tired of running around and helping everybody. Everything is taking on a job like quality, everything.
However, despite the fact that the above sounds bloody awful, I'm damn proud. I can feel it before it comes, I can verbalize I need to stop, I can say no. That's milestones above anytthing I've done before.
Anyway, I'm home... i need to go refill my coffee and find some articles on how to split projection signals. Love being nerdy. GOO!
saying no is the best thing to do sometimes....