mittenstimesone

So my emotions are crazy.

My best friend, who joined the army, came home for the last two weeks. The same best friend who I have liked since I was 17. We had quite the two weeks and I would give anything to have them back. It felt so natural to be with him, it was easy and there was almost no moments where I wasn't smiling or laughing out loud. And he kisses like it was the movies. Perfect hand placement, perfect momentum. However he left and is now in Korea. I would give anything to be in Korea, but its more than the comfort of having him around. I want to see the world. I want to know what its like to live in other cities, other countries.

I just found out that my ex, who I still live with, had a girl sleep over, and I didn't even notice. I feel so intrusive that I was here. And of course I don't know how to really take it. Its not like I haven't slept with other people, its just weird.

All I know, this whole breaking up thing is happening, and I'm glad its happening. I'm happy to be getting over it, even though it sucks right now.

Sorry for the mellow dramatic post.