Hey SG how the fuck are you all doing today ?. Anyway I'd like to start off by saying sorry I haven't been as active as I normally am because of my new job I've had quite a lot of over time because I do need the money as 1 day a week isn't all that good enough money wise. I'm a cleaner or the fancy way of putting it a Hygiene operative in a bakery or a factory which ever one you prefer which produces bread, buns etc on a industrial scale they produce up to 2 million loafs of bread a week thats the kind of scale we're talking about here a big time company. I've been doing 10 hours on each shift 7am-5pm its a big job and one that drains you of all energy at the end of the day.
So on days off I've just mostly slept to try and regain my energy and I'm always in a lot of agony after each shift but hot bubble baths with bath salts you know the whole 9 yards straight after work have helped a great deal in the recovery phase and the next day so I'm never 100% but I keep at it an keep going no matter what because I actually want to work and earn my money to be honest I actually enjoy my job because its hard manual labour which is my definition of hard work. I don't mean in terms of difficulty what I mean by that is you reach the end of the working day an you say to yourself "my god I've fucking worked hard today" you know what I'm talking about ? where as my old job which I really disliked and felt so miserable I hardly wanted to get up out of bed I disliked it that much a year and a half just sitting behind a desk at a computer like a mindless zombie in a place filled with idiots (not all of them were) is not my definition of hard work I never got that sense of I've really worked hard today achievement back to my other point manual labour is my definition of that hard work.
The people at this place are by far much better than at my other place they know the meaning of common courtesy for one and this company really looks after you because of their size and their credibility in which they have. but hopefully getting a week off after this saturday so that'll be grand just allow me to recovery a little better. I'm possibly going to Bournemouth saturday evening for a few days to see my second family as very soon their emigrating to New Zealand and this weekend maybe the last chance I get to see them before they leave an at the moment that has been really hard to face because I'm so close to them and even though most of the time we've lived long distances away from each other but we've always made some arrangements for me stay with them for some weekends etc. An now their moving up to 11 and a half thousand miles away so I have been struggling to come to terms with it :(.
But overall things are all well at the moment things are progressing in a positive direction and I will try to make more effort to as active as possible love you all
mitchy :) x
