The Nightmare:
I was in a lab, working on research with the rest of my colleagues. A corporate-type comes into the lab and wants an update on the progress the lab has made and is speaking directly to me for the information. He is joined by the lab coordinator/supervisor. All of my colleagues gather 'round as I begin to detail the progress.
That's when it...
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I was in a lab, working on research with the rest of my colleagues. A corporate-type comes into the lab and wants an update on the progress the lab has made and is speaking directly to me for the information. He is joined by the lab coordinator/supervisor. All of my colleagues gather 'round as I begin to detail the progress.
That's when it...
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madness_____:
Scary
I have dreams too where I wake up suddenly in the middle of the night.
I have dreams too where I wake up suddenly in the middle of the night.I went out with Josh, angst, DaWook, and a few of Josh's friends to the Cobalt Lounge last night. Serious gothic/industrial music and dancing. It's been too long since I went dancing, let along at a gothic/industrial night. sigh.
Josh taught me the "Josh Dance." From there we continued to do this very versitile dance. Everyone should learn it, then there would be a whole...
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Josh taught me the "Josh Dance." From there we continued to do this very versitile dance. Everyone should learn it, then there would be a whole...
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josh:
Those were some very cute girlies doing their girly thing. 
I'm glad you appreciate my dance. I made it up last year, spontaneously.
I'm glad you appreciate my dance. I made it up last year, spontaneously.
dawook:
I was doing the Wook dance, which I invented a few years back. It's basically leaning up against the bar with a drink in your hand. It spread like wildfire. I have seen many people across the country doing it. I am so proud of myself.
Just sitting here listening and singing to Nora Jones. If I had money I'd try and see if anyone was selling tickets to her sold out August 4 concert.
...to not touch your skin is not why I stay...
sigh.
...to not touch your skin is not why I stay...
sigh.
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josh:
ewwwww, chick flicks!
josh:
Yeah I think I'm going to the cobalt w/ angst, my friend ryan maybe, and I think JuraSic is gonna come along too. Not sure who else.
So it was written, so it was done! 
Count them, there are 19. Nineteen pictures.
1-15 are from the St. John's Catholic Cemetery in Lafayette, Louisiana USA the morning of my friends wedding (4/20/2002). Photographer was introduced to me through the bride.
16 & 17 are the requested pictures of my beloved.
18 was taken at the bride's best friend's apartment by the photographer of...
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Count them, there are 19. Nineteen pictures.
1-15 are from the St. John's Catholic Cemetery in Lafayette, Louisiana USA the morning of my friends wedding (4/20/2002). Photographer was introduced to me through the bride.
16 & 17 are the requested pictures of my beloved.
18 was taken at the bride's best friend's apartment by the photographer of...
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pyratwilly:
Why you so good to me, calming me when I get too worked up. I've forgotten my own mantra in this packing mess. This too, shall pass.
There's a Japanese wall scroll I have that says (rough translation): Tolerance: Tolerate a little while, take a step back, breathing space looms larger.
Thanks for chilling me out.
I made my bed indeed. The problem was the haste with which I unmade it, and jumped into it with someone I ought not have.
I am looking forward to my trip.
Thanks again for the well wishes.
There's a Japanese wall scroll I have that says (rough translation): Tolerance: Tolerate a little while, take a step back, breathing space looms larger.
Thanks for chilling me out.
I made my bed indeed. The problem was the haste with which I unmade it, and jumped into it with someone I ought not have.
I am looking forward to my trip.
Thanks again for the well wishes.
madness_____:
It was nice seeing you again. Would have liked to hung out with you, but Josh was hogging you.
I need to update my journal.
What's in your wallet?!
What's in your wallet?!
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josh:
Defcon is a hacker conference in Vegas! Well, it's a computer security conference.
And THANK YOU!
Well, it's a computer security conference.
And THANK YOU!
jivesucka52:
Hey. I'm coming to Portland with my girlfriend in a week or two. We want to meet up with as many SGers as possible. We have dreams of fun, drugs, and threesomes. Sound cool? hahaha.
she left late Sunday............
Miss Tallahassee has come and gone. Our time was far too short, but it always is. We both extended our most sincere thanks to my roommate who, without prompting, left the apartment for the weekend. I wish she was still here. Waking up this morning was one of the most difficult things I've had to do.
I'd like to hear from...
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Miss Tallahassee has come and gone. Our time was far too short, but it always is. We both extended our most sincere thanks to my roommate who, without prompting, left the apartment for the weekend. I wish she was still here. Waking up this morning was one of the most difficult things I've had to do.
I'd like to hear from...
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blameshift:
Hey, saw that you're a friend of Lexi's, and that you gave her the same advice as I did...something I think she hears a whole hell of a lot from many people. any way, drop me a line sometime, have a good one!
solisis:
good to have you back.
I've been in a couple long distance relationships. They suck. I think I can credit my age for the lack of trust and communication. I think I can credit my lack of concern for the destruction of such a relation. In the end, it's much better to keep it close... or open relationship if distance seems untreatable. I disagree with the open thing, but many friends have said this works. Like lighting the fuse and staying for the light show.
How pleasant that it was a delightful stay. look forward to more... and the picture you'll be posting.
I've been in a couple long distance relationships. They suck. I think I can credit my age for the lack of trust and communication. I think I can credit my lack of concern for the destruction of such a relation. In the end, it's much better to keep it close... or open relationship if distance seems untreatable. I disagree with the open thing, but many friends have said this works. Like lighting the fuse and staying for the light show.
How pleasant that it was a delightful stay. look forward to more... and the picture you'll be posting.
28.5 hours and counting...
Tomorrow at roughly 6:30pm, I will be back were I belong; in the arms of the woman I love. Don't I make you sick?!
Thanks to solisis for the kind compliment, I guess I do have a reason to be happy with my appearance. I can't take much credit for it though, it's genetics after all. For that reason, perhaps tonight,...
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Tomorrow at roughly 6:30pm, I will be back were I belong; in the arms of the woman I love. Don't I make you sick?!
Thanks to solisis for the kind compliment, I guess I do have a reason to be happy with my appearance. I can't take much credit for it though, it's genetics after all. For that reason, perhaps tonight,...
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solisis:
are you kidding? the blue mop handle totally ties the entire photo together! I deliberately placed it there hoping someone would notice.
do you know of a guy named Jean-Michelle Basquiat? He was a supposed artist back in what I like to call "The Day" and he would write words on his paintings and cross them out. He'd say people pay more attention to things crossed out because they wonder what it was before. not unlike the photo. see, by placing a mop handle in the background I had successfully planted an image to pick at and remember....
Ok, I'm full of shit. that was irrelevant and I should have removed the mop handle.... for shame on me.
do you know of a guy named Jean-Michelle Basquiat? He was a supposed artist back in what I like to call "The Day" and he would write words on his paintings and cross them out. He'd say people pay more attention to things crossed out because they wonder what it was before. not unlike the photo. see, by placing a mop handle in the background I had successfully planted an image to pick at and remember....
Ok, I'm full of shit. that was irrelevant and I should have removed the mop handle.... for shame on me.
solisis:
passed the point of take off... all must be well in the life of the mistress
Two days and counting...
A new SG friend, solisis, posted his digits yesterday. Being curious as I am I gave him a call. Very cool guy, even if he says he's not a people person. Cannibals are people persons.
Then I decided to wax dermatologic. Or more appropriately, I went and got waxed.
My aesthetician is VERY good, and I'd recommend her to anyone...
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A new SG friend, solisis, posted his digits yesterday. Being curious as I am I gave him a call. Very cool guy, even if he says he's not a people person. Cannibals are people persons.
Then I decided to wax dermatologic. Or more appropriately, I went and got waxed.
My aesthetician is VERY good, and I'd recommend her to anyone... Read More
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mistressxxv:
CIO,
For the Fourth I'm making a Red Velvet Flag Cake. You know the kind, 9x13 white icing/whipped cream w/strawberries and blueberries used to make a replica of the flag. Apparently it's done with a white or yellow cake, but screw that, I up for a challenge. Red Velvet it will be.
Anybody familiar with Steel Magnolias?
For the Fourth I'm making a Red Velvet Flag Cake. You know the kind, 9x13 white icing/whipped cream w/strawberries and blueberries used to make a replica of the flag. Apparently it's done with a white or yellow cake, but screw that, I up for a challenge. Red Velvet it will be.
Anybody familiar with Steel Magnolias?
solisis:
I think you should put some pics up. I like the 2 i have. very cuuute! you two look lovely.
it's pretty much a lack of faith in society that builds my bastion. I like the people I know, but i don't like to go out because I think the populace is a waste. not only that, but my so called generation is one of adolescence, as of yet, and as a result- the likelyhood of one of sentience crossing paths with myself is little or none. perhaps if I did drugs and got drunk every night whilst persuing a lifestyle destined for the gutter, I could actually enjoy the company of people my age...
I think I'll stick to routine.
the age thing doesn't apply to everyone, as i mentioned there are exceptions. like everyone I've met on SG.
kisses to you, darling. you are one to flaunt.
it's pretty much a lack of faith in society that builds my bastion. I like the people I know, but i don't like to go out because I think the populace is a waste. not only that, but my so called generation is one of adolescence, as of yet, and as a result- the likelyhood of one of sentience crossing paths with myself is little or none. perhaps if I did drugs and got drunk every night whilst persuing a lifestyle destined for the gutter, I could actually enjoy the company of people my age...
I think I'll stick to routine.
the age thing doesn't apply to everyone, as i mentioned there are exceptions. like everyone I've met on SG.
kisses to you, darling. you are one to flaunt.
Three days and counting...
I had a rough time sleeping last night. Far to much stress for one woman to take on in a day... What's stressing me? Money. My business' money. I'm going out on my own to make my way in this world, to blaze a new trail of sorts. I've boned up on business-y info and written a business plan, spoken to...
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I had a rough time sleeping last night. Far to much stress for one woman to take on in a day... What's stressing me? Money. My business' money. I'm going out on my own to make my way in this world, to blaze a new trail of sorts. I've boned up on business-y info and written a business plan, spoken to... Read More
solisis:
ooh, the jitters! once upon a moon I felt some sort of internal distress over romance. I fought it and burnt in the process. Now, I remain the horrid, disfigured monster before you... all in the name of what once was love. provided there is such a thing.
Kudos to you, darling. may this encounter be one for the records.
Lovely speaking to you. we should converse more often.
Kudos to you, darling. may this encounter be one for the records.
Lovely speaking to you. we should converse more often.
Hint: For gummi bear fiends with TMJ (a.k.a. clicking jaw) it is less stressful on your jaw if you chew 2 gummies at the same time, one on each side.
Hint: For gummi bear fiends, WinCo Foods has the best gummies EVER. Check them out in the bulk food section.
Listening to now: Fernando....fading.....Dancing Queen, ABBA
Countdown: 5 days 'til Miss Tallahassee arrives again. It's...
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Hint: For gummi bear fiends, WinCo Foods has the best gummies EVER. Check them out in the bulk food section.
Listening to now: Fernando....fading.....Dancing Queen, ABBA
Countdown: 5 days 'til Miss Tallahassee arrives again. It's...
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josh:
It wasn't too bad, actually... you should go sometime
solisis:
...refreshing... this will to live...
Been away. back in SF now. how's life?
oh yeah, you're NOT the dancing queen. I am.
Been away. back in SF now. how's life?
oh yeah, you're NOT the dancing queen. I am.