mistressvamp

I cant seem to decide whats worse....
having your heart hurt so bad it feels like its being ripped into a million pieces OR having the rest of you feel so numb that it almost doesn't matter.


Also I never could quite understand how one can know something will be hurtful and know something will end so badly and yet do nothing to stop it and save themselves from the inevitable pain it will bring.

Sometimes just sometimes ignorance is bliss...