mistressrory

I was sitting in my bed this morning thinking about all the boys that I have loved and lost or threw away....I have decided that I still believe in love. Somewhere out there is the perfect guy for me. I don't think I have met him yet. For a while I thought I had met my soulmate and had screwed it up. But now I think that I was wrong. I don't even think that I will meet any good guys in this shitty city. I wanna move away. I wanna start out fresh in a new city. I think in a year I am going to move away. I am thinking somewhere out east. Maybe in Ontario somewhere or maybe even Halifax. I need some adventure in my life. I am sick of playing it safe. As for the guy who I thought was my soulmate. He has this very negative image of women. I really hate when you meet a guy who seems great but then he has no trust for women because of some bitch who fucked around with his heart. I know I did it to my ex but he fucking deserved it! I am not something that a guy can claim and own. He'd always tell me "you can't do that...I own you!" hahaha I wish I could tell him all the stuff I did when his back was turned. I had to act out...I was afraid to break it off for a long time. I will never be with a guy who scares me ever again. I wanna be the one in the relationship with the upper hand....I am the boss damnit!
Now I am going to listen to some sappy love songs and daydream about hot boys.
you all!

EDIT: THEY ARE RE RELEASING DAZED AND CONFUSED IN THE THEATERS!!