mistressrory

So I was talking to my sister last night....And we were on our web cams...and I was sitting there in my flannel Pj's and all of the sudden there was like 10 people standing behind her all looking at me. I didn't know any of them. I kept telling her I needed to get my hair done but she kept changing the subject.
I really need to get it done....I am starting to look so trashy.
In other news....I have been feeling really under the weather lately....things have been happening to me and I don't understand....As soon as I think I am done feeling bad something else happens to me. I just wanna go curl up in my bed and stay there and never leave it....I don't even feel comfortable out in public. I went drinking last night and I just felt awkward. The drinks were great and I got loaded but I just felt like I didn't belong and I almost cried in the middle of the Lounge. Maybe I am thinking into all of this too much. My friend thinks its him....He said that hanging out with him is killing me. I am starting to think that maybe he is right.
What I need right now is really good friends to cheer me up...it's too bad all my really good friends are back home in Montreal. I wanna go home
Ever since I moved to this stupid city I have been sick all the time and have never really been truely happy.