mistressmissy

today is my favorite day
its the day i get the house to myself.
i can do whatever i want
so why do i just want to leave?
i know why.
its becuz i just want to spend the whole day and night with my mike again.
ive become addicted.

oh im tired as hell. i dont want to go to work today.
i had a date last night. we watched movies. yadda yadda yadda. went to eat. yadda yadda yadda. i got home at 10:30 this morning.

you fill in the blank.

i've been so alone for so long
forgotten by the world
forgotten to myself
your effervescent eyes have awakened me
and brushed the dust away
but I knew you'd never stay
so I memorized the color of your eyes as I lost myself inside you
and I memorized the way our legs entwined as I drifted off beside you
i miss
gawd i miss
waking...
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soo yesterday at work, admist me doing everything and gabe screwing around taking pictures of me doing everything and turning the lights out on me in the cooler...and me stealing his doritos and kicking him in the ass...(when gabe and i are together we revert back to 3rd grade apparently)...here comes a perfect example of trailor trash. kinda that afro mullet thing. icky missing teeth....
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gpk is now gone. i have no boy to wake up next to. i dont really know how to feel. i just dont know what to do with myself. its funny cuz its like breaking up with someone i was never dating. the whole time he was here was just a lot of fun. now im all alone again. bored again.
tomorrow i go back...
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gpk and i are back from the halloween party last night. it was so much fun. i feel like crap right now though. too much beer. but i must thank everyone who bought me one...and sevenwords especially for buying me 2 or maybe 3. i dont remember! haha.
right now im all hungry and stuff. we're going out to quaker steak and lube tonight so...
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right now gpk is asleep in my bed. its the cutest thing ever. its been a really fun day and im so happy to have him here. tomorrow we go see kmfdm and then saturday is the big party.
i cant wait to get to meet every.
as for now, im going to join gpk in sleep.

All the stars may shine bright,
All the clouds may be white,
But when you smile,
Oh how I feel so good,
That I can hardly wait

To hold you,
Enfold you,
Never enough,
Render your heart to me.

tomorrow gpk will be here.
that lil piece of song lyrics is for him.

I'm so glad you came
I'm so glad you remembered
To see how we're ending
Our last dance together
Expectant
Too puctual
But prettier than ever
I really believe that this time it's forever

But older than me now
More constant
More real
And the fur and the mouth and the innocence
Turned to hair and contentment
That hangs in abasement
A woman now standing...
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ok so just when i learned where all the cigs were at at work...marlboro came in and changed it all up. fucking bastards. not only that but we got all new cases and these really smelly french guys were the ones putting them up. i dont know if they really worked up a sweat or just didnt shower. all i know was it was annoying....
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