mistressmissy

well, he's not my boyfriend and he hasn't been for awhile. whether or not he is good for me is not at all pertinent because I'm more concerned about being good for him. I know he's in a bad place. I know he's having a hard time. he's just lashing out in such a hurtful way...

I don't know. my mom says I have stray cat syndrome.

maybe it's because my sister did something really similar... she had to be really really mean to everyone because she didn't seem to believe anyone would stick around.

fucked up past leads to fucked up present?