Im hungry, but I dont have any food in my house.
And all the stores are closed, so Im fed.
Meh. Food is a luxury I dont need I guess
In other news, in the course of a day, I finalized friendships with four of my oldest friends because I came to the realization that they were all fair-weather-friends. I dont know how/why I realized this all yesterday, but it finally clicked in.
Friend A) known him (and his wife) for six or so years. Weve been and done everything together but he is the friend that went loopy when I started dating/seeing other people last year after the break-up. He has never recovered from it either. I went over to his house for a BBQ last night and the night ended with him drunk beyond drunk hugging my leg whilst on the couch drunkenly mumbling how much he loved me and how beautiful I was/am So, now we are done. I cant handle it anymore. Just done.
Friend B) he has had his moments of general creepiness and weirdness, but Ive always just put it off to my over-reacting. There has been two times prior that hes creeped me out enough that Ive told him I needed space from him and havent talked to him for a 6 or 8 month period until hes calmed down. Then the cycle slowly repeats itself and off we go again he becomes creepier and creepier and then I loose him for X time, hes good but gets creepier continue cycle it almost sound abusive when I write it down like that
Friends C and D) these two girls are/were part of ma girlz but it again dawned on me that at the best of times they were mean to me. One of the girls I dont think has ever liked me from what I can piece together from our past. She never included me. I felt as though she was talking behind my back all the time etc! The second girl is the girl Ive had a crush on FOREVER and have never (but that one faithful time) returned the feelings. Used yet again. But never again
So there I go. Four friends, all of which Ive known for years and years, and all four done within a day.
Its sort of shitty, but nice to be free.
Never again
Never again.
i need to take some time to myself.
i need to clean my house and make it my own, not my stuff's.
i need to pick out the things that really make me happy, not the things that are just their to take up space.
i need to clean up my bike and go for a ride.
i need to read my book in the park.
i need to learn something new.
i need to express love for everyone i meet.
i need to cook more.
i need to sew more.
i need to write more.
i need some time to get my head straight
And all the stores are closed, so Im fed.
Meh. Food is a luxury I dont need I guess
In other news, in the course of a day, I finalized friendships with four of my oldest friends because I came to the realization that they were all fair-weather-friends. I dont know how/why I realized this all yesterday, but it finally clicked in.
Friend A) known him (and his wife) for six or so years. Weve been and done everything together but he is the friend that went loopy when I started dating/seeing other people last year after the break-up. He has never recovered from it either. I went over to his house for a BBQ last night and the night ended with him drunk beyond drunk hugging my leg whilst on the couch drunkenly mumbling how much he loved me and how beautiful I was/am So, now we are done. I cant handle it anymore. Just done.
Friend B) he has had his moments of general creepiness and weirdness, but Ive always just put it off to my over-reacting. There has been two times prior that hes creeped me out enough that Ive told him I needed space from him and havent talked to him for a 6 or 8 month period until hes calmed down. Then the cycle slowly repeats itself and off we go again he becomes creepier and creepier and then I loose him for X time, hes good but gets creepier continue cycle it almost sound abusive when I write it down like that
Friends C and D) these two girls are/were part of ma girlz but it again dawned on me that at the best of times they were mean to me. One of the girls I dont think has ever liked me from what I can piece together from our past. She never included me. I felt as though she was talking behind my back all the time etc! The second girl is the girl Ive had a crush on FOREVER and have never (but that one faithful time) returned the feelings. Used yet again. But never again
So there I go. Four friends, all of which Ive known for years and years, and all four done within a day.
Its sort of shitty, but nice to be free.
Never again
Never again.
i need to take some time to myself.
i need to clean my house and make it my own, not my stuff's.
i need to pick out the things that really make me happy, not the things that are just their to take up space.
i need to clean up my bike and go for a ride.
i need to read my book in the park.
i need to learn something new.
i need to express love for everyone i meet.
i need to cook more.
i need to sew more.
i need to write more.
i need some time to get my head straight
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It's tough letting go of some things, but better then holding on to them if it weighs you down.