mistressminx

i'm bored.
i want someone to snuggle with.
there is no one here but me and Death.
no really, he's in the corner!
i miss people. i want to talk to people.
i want to hang out with people.
i want to make love to my lover.
need to find a lover...
want to meet many new cool people and leave other's to their own devices.
want to rekindle friendships with old friends.
want to be healthy and drug free
but want to smoke up. want chocolate.
want to bike more
want to cook more
want to clean out more old junk
want to not feel like i'm feeling now.
tired, bored, anxious, pretty, smart, ugly and dumb
i feel like a whole new person
but not me.
i want to be me again. i like me, even tho me was sorta weird.
i like weird.
i feel disconnected.
i want to reconnect.
just reconnect.







i want summer again. i'm done with winter.
renew. reconnect.