I'm so shit at this. I totally forgot about my membership, so I've abandoned the site for too long. Time for an update..
I've had the worst few months ever. No wait, that's not strictly true. In many ways its been amazing. I have the cutest little flat, just me n my boy, and I'm walking distance from school which is making life glorious. Christmas was busy, but in a good way. But its been tough lately. I've had a bizarre agorophobia type thing. I'm not scared of going outside, but I'm scared of coming home once I've been out. I've always had a bizarre obsessive cmpulsion to check every room, cupboard, behind doors, under duvets etc whenever I get home, but towards the end of last year itggot so bad that at one point I didn;t leave the house for three weeks, for fear of coming home when my boy would be at work. I'm cinvinced there's going to be someone in my home for some reason. God knows why, I've never been burgaled or anything. Its getting a bit better. I'm still pretty paranoid, but I'll go out now, with thorough checks when I get home ofcourse.
Also, I've put on weight. And I wasn't small to begin with. My size has never bothered me. I've been a 'curvy' lady all my life and am quite happy but I've put around a stone and a half on since last Christmas, and it shows. Its really getting me down, so I've started eating really well (and am really enjoying it!!) and running/swimming/excercising. Hopefully I can shed a few pounds before I become a complete recluse!!!
School's had some really good points this semester. An essay on Metallica, followed by a pitch for a new music tv show. LOVE it >>>>>do not love the finance module, however.
Hope everyones good - hapy new year and all that!!
XX
PS Going on holiday in a week - so excited!
I've had the worst few months ever. No wait, that's not strictly true. In many ways its been amazing. I have the cutest little flat, just me n my boy, and I'm walking distance from school which is making life glorious. Christmas was busy, but in a good way. But its been tough lately. I've had a bizarre agorophobia type thing. I'm not scared of going outside, but I'm scared of coming home once I've been out. I've always had a bizarre obsessive cmpulsion to check every room, cupboard, behind doors, under duvets etc whenever I get home, but towards the end of last year itggot so bad that at one point I didn;t leave the house for three weeks, for fear of coming home when my boy would be at work. I'm cinvinced there's going to be someone in my home for some reason. God knows why, I've never been burgaled or anything. Its getting a bit better. I'm still pretty paranoid, but I'll go out now, with thorough checks when I get home ofcourse.
Also, I've put on weight. And I wasn't small to begin with. My size has never bothered me. I've been a 'curvy' lady all my life and am quite happy but I've put around a stone and a half on since last Christmas, and it shows. Its really getting me down, so I've started eating really well (and am really enjoying it!!) and running/swimming/excercising. Hopefully I can shed a few pounds before I become a complete recluse!!!
School's had some really good points this semester. An essay on Metallica, followed by a pitch for a new music tv show. LOVE it >>>>>do not love the finance module, however.
Hope everyones good - hapy new year and all that!!
XX
PS Going on holiday in a week - so excited!