Ah... The evening (or rather morning seeing as it's 01:12) before the first day of uni, and I can't sleep 
I miss my Smudge46. I cried as his train left the station on Saturday
(people don't usually see me cry, I hate to show my emotions in front of them. I've always deemed it as weakness for some reason). I just wanna give him a big squeeze and breathe in deeply, let his scent linger in my nostrils and tell me everything is going to be fine. I miss running my fingers through the hair on his chest and laughing about how I could make a rug out of it. I even miss him snoring in my ear.
It's only been over 24 hours, what the fuck am I gonna do for an entire month that I'm not seeing him?!
I miss my Smudge46. I cried as his train left the station on Saturday
(people don't usually see me cry, I hate to show my emotions in front of them. I've always deemed it as weakness for some reason). I just wanna give him a big squeeze and breathe in deeply, let his scent linger in my nostrils and tell me everything is going to be fine. I miss running my fingers through the hair on his chest and laughing about how I could make a rug out of it. I even miss him snoring in my ear.
It's only been over 24 hours, what the fuck am I gonna do for an entire month that I'm not seeing him?!
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My dance show is on Sat night. The rehearsals have been going great. The teacher filmed us on monday so we could see ourselves, we were brilliant. Our timing was perfect and we all finished our moves perfectly. My part has been lengthened so that I'm in two dances now. I'm a little nervous, apparently the adrenaline makes you perform better!