I wonder if ill ever figure out what i want in life. There are so many options and it overwhelms me. My life can go whichever way i choose now, without having to worry about which way anybody else wants it to go or how it would affect another persons life. I should be exstatic but... im not. What the fuck? I always believed that i was this independant person that would be fine all alone. Once again im put in that position and i dont know what the hell to do with myself. Maybe it will just take time or maybe im not as strong and independant as i thought. If that is the case im dissapointed, and things are gonna have to change. WHAT DO "I" WANT?
well im not sure at the moment im hoping ill just wake up tomorrow and figure it all out. It better be soon cuz i know i have a lot of decisions to make right now not later , later is too late. but i think this is the most important question a person has to answer, perhaps the hardest as well.
or maybe i should just listen to one of my closest friends
~Live for the day; love every chance you get~
(fuckin' amen!!!!)
well im not sure at the moment im hoping ill just wake up tomorrow and figure it all out. It better be soon cuz i know i have a lot of decisions to make right now not later , later is too late. but i think this is the most important question a person has to answer, perhaps the hardest as well.
or maybe i should just listen to one of my closest friends
~Live for the day; love every chance you get~
(fuckin' amen!!!!)
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tickxtock:
allo allo. I'm not all that bugged by the whole "hap" with my friend and I. It all kinda fell apart at the end. Ended up that those two girls were just flakes. It saved me some trouble. But yea, it's never fun getting your hopes up then knocked right out of your mouth. The last few days I've been racking my brain for the point in my life and what not. That should answer you question of where I've been. I've been locked up in my room working on new songs in the hopes that I'll have something ready by the tyme theSTART has there stuff done. I'm hopping that I'll have enough good material so I can open up for them or even play that small secreat show for them I was supposed to do about half a year ago. But yea. Thats bout it.
mistressrory:
I totally agree with you. I love this feeling too. Tomorrow is gonna be great I think. There was so much that we missed in eachothers lives. I didn't realize how much of a huge part of my life he always was. We were together for 3 years. I feel like its going to be a new beginning for the 2 of us. Even though I have hurt him pretty badly in the past he is still willing to put it behind him and try again. 