Wow. The past few weeks have been pretty tough for me. I have experienced so many emotions my brain didnt even know what was going on. Finally i am thinking much clearer. whew kinda scared me a lil. Not completely clear but i feel myself calming down a bit. I actually feel like eating again and my usual "I luv to sleep" mentality is slowly coming back. I have finally realized i am way to emotional and extremely sensitive too. What the hell do i do about this? Its not fair. sometimes i wish i could just be insensitive and not take life so seriously. hmmm... well maybe ill just stick with solving the "dont take life so seriously" problem. Seriously i am starting to believe that everything is gonna work out and eventually my confusion will disappear. it will just take time and lots o' patience.
Now i just need to concentrate on finishing this semester in school. Im not stressing though its almost over.
Im officially quitting drinking. No more hangovers and no more stupid fucking actions to worry about. but..... Im not going to be the official designated driver.nope not gonna happen. (well sometimes)
ok enough hope all of you are doing well n stuff.
bean:
Actually, I was thinking of hitting up the Burgundy Room tonight, but I'll wait to see what everyone else is up to. I'll probably be home around 10-ish, but I'll give you a call and let you know what I'm up to either way.
Don't worry, everything really will work out.
Don't worry, everything really will work out. 
themadking:
I hate being the DD. It makes me all mopey, and then I'm no fun. I'm very little fun, anyway, especially since I hate clubs, but being the DD makes me extra-not-fun.