Monday Oct 27, 2003

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Don't you hate it when you have this feeling about something and you know what you're thinking is right on.... but you question yourself? Every time i question what i feel about something or somebody it's always something i dont really want to be true. People really cant be as evil as i think they are?! I've sworn to myself time and time again to trust my instincts but you know i always find that i doubt myself over and over again. why is this?
Lately ive just felt this immense amount of distrust and i cant figure out the problem. I know im being vague but im pretty sure some of you may know this feeling that im talking about. I hope anyway. i dont think ive gone crazy or anything. I have a problem of analyzing things way too much and i feel that all this analyzing creates stuff that isnt even true.
I just keep telling myself that time will tell, and if im right about any of this stuff i'll find out soon enough...but shit man im so impatient....
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Bean u make so much sense ..... oh and Fuck VALIDITY!!!! kiss
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missexit3:
I relate too well to the over analyzation of things. Unfortionately the thing that keeps me most sane is to not think about it. I realize that is a terrible thing to suggest to another person. But I've found recently it's what works for me.

I used to obsess over things in my head that i had absolutely no control over. and decided i didn't want to spend the majority of my time frustrated anymore.

It's not that i don't care anymore...i just notice when i'm acting a little crazey about something, and decide if it's important enough to continue wearing myself out...or if i need to stop.

Oh, and there is no way to stop the questioning of yourself. I do exactly the same thing. I start to think of something, than of every possibility, how i could be wrong or right. but never come to a conclusion...just keep things up in the air. I've decided it's because no one know whats really true, just what they want it to be. And i guess in conclusion that's what it has to be. what you want it to. how fucked huh?

good luck anyways...oh and if you figure anything out...be sure to let me know, yes?

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