mistkiki

life is so interesting. some moments all you want to do is crawl in a hole and hope that somebody covers it up so you cant ever get out , and other days you want nothing more than to go out and be alive. Today im having one of those "i want to be alive" days!!!!
Its also interesting that one moment you can be so unsure of something and the next you completely forget what youre so unsure about. Everything is crystal clear for me now. I know what i want and what i need to do to keep it . damn im a lucky girl!!
The only thing im not so sure of is how im going to be making money in a month or so. I quit my job or actually got laid off and ill be officially unemployed on Halloween. YEAH!!! kind of. i just hope my boss keeps his unbelievable deal with me so i can have some much needed time off to clear my head and figure out what i need to do to get where i want to be, which by the way is anywhere away from this crazy state. Its time to move on dammit, i need to graduate so me and my girl can fly away and start an entirely new adventure. im so impatient sometimes, but im persistant so i know it will happen in due time..... i get all excited just thinking about it.... new town, new people, and best of all the skeletons in my closet will be left behind !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!