misterseeon

well my girlfriend found my journal. she knew nothing about it. i don't even think she knew suicidegirls existed. she's not happy. she copied and pasted my profile in an email she sent to me asking me what was up with it and that i could go to hell for all she cares. a little dramatic if you ask me. so i like to look at pretty naked girls and she doesn't like it. ok, and i like to flirt sometimes. i think it's harmless but i guess that's where we disagree. i can see why she's mad and i knew she would be. that's why i never told her and i knew there was a chance she would find out. now what do i do? do i try to explain myself? do i cancel my account or go totally anonymous? i love her but i really don't feel like explaining myself. she'll probably read this and oh well. i guess suicidegirls is my little private place that i needed to get away from everything. fuck it, i'm not apologizing for being me. i don't feel i cheated on her or anthing like that. maybe i'm just guilty of not sharing suicidegirls with her and whatever else that was on my mind. why do i feel that i can't? maybe that's the problem right there and i have to except it. so what do you think? let me have it.

update: we talked, we're friends, she's coming over tomorrow.

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