Trapped in the Anus
12/31/2004 12:56:51 PM
Winter has flayed the heat from my balls. I am peeled grapes on a sidewalk going nowhere. A beggars cup. A ditch. An itch.
Caldwell and I arrived at this little dive bar called the Aardvarks Anus on 109th and Amsterdam. We order two Makers neat and two PBRs. We shot back the bourbon and Caldwell raised two...
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12/31/2004 12:56:51 PM
Winter has flayed the heat from my balls. I am peeled grapes on a sidewalk going nowhere. A beggars cup. A ditch. An itch.
Caldwell and I arrived at this little dive bar called the Aardvarks Anus on 109th and Amsterdam. We order two Makers neat and two PBRs. We shot back the bourbon and Caldwell raised two...
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It was night and I was walking through Riverside Park. I was alone and I didnt know where I was going. It was summertime and there were crickets. After many hours of walking I came to a stone wall with a door in it. The door was made of a broken piece of plywood and it was kicked open. I entered and felt my way...
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I havent showered in thirteen days and either no one has noticed or they just talk behind my back. I think its official: I am a dirt bag. Porno towel. That guy. The one with the stains on his pants. I have one shot of whiskey left. I have named it Molly and I am going to kill it. And it is going to kill...
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bittergirl:
Thanks for the compliments...I'll admit that I didn't stick around for all the rest of the show in Boston because it did feel kind of......well, weird. Who are these 17 year olds? Where'd they hear about the Pixies, anyway? But I'll be a Kim Deal fan forever, soccer mom hair or no...
jewcy:
i can go two weeks plus without washing my hair.
i think they mean "person of the year" in a bad way. i mean, they gave hitler that title once too.
i think they mean "person of the year" in a bad way. i mean, they gave hitler that title once too.
Well... No work today. Too cold and no one wants to sit outside. The Riverside bells have pealed me awake with their muffled lies. Gray sky. Four hours of sleep. The Ginkgo trees on Seminary Row are beginning to turn. Soon theyll be a thick plantain yellow. The tree reminds me of a girl I knew. She was the village whore. I was the village...
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shayne:
well said in Pearl's set comments... had to come say it.
bittergirl:
Amen, my brother, amen.
All fucked up on Coke with nothin to wear
10/17/2004 4:33 AM
Yeah... I've ground my teeth down to a pate. If Caldwell were around I could have sold it to him. Pay my rent and all that. But he's not.
With the exception of maybe three, it seems more than obvious that no one reads this. Which is probably for the better. Who are...
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10/17/2004 4:33 AM
Yeah... I've ground my teeth down to a pate. If Caldwell were around I could have sold it to him. Pay my rent and all that. But he's not.
With the exception of maybe three, it seems more than obvious that no one reads this. Which is probably for the better. Who are...
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Not a Good Day
10/14/2004 11:40:44 AM
this girl...
I see angles weeping on the curbs
and stray dogs
sad-eyed and starved.
This is your New York Minute
One year of Hell. Broke and due
you are rent
from the dim bedroom like a cheap rag
Not one cent.
Our hearts pounding against
the white cage.
This girl...
culled from the ribs
by dreams.
There...
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10/14/2004 11:40:44 AM
this girl...
I see angles weeping on the curbs
and stray dogs
sad-eyed and starved.
This is your New York Minute
One year of Hell. Broke and due
you are rent
from the dim bedroom like a cheap rag
Not one cent.
Our hearts pounding against
the white cage.
This girl...
culled from the ribs
by dreams.
There...
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I suppose youre all wondering where Ive been for a week. Or maybe youre not. Maybe no one reads this shit. Its difficult to say and supposition is all that I have: This dingy of hope, penny loafer of luck or just a pure psychosis, a fiction if you will to stave off the loneliness and insanity.
Hector of course was very upset and having...
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Hector of course was very upset and having...
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I've been away. I'll tell you all about it soon. But for now...
As it turns out Im okay. (Of course we have yet to define, Okay) The close encounter with the Liquid Plumber was another savage lie. A ploy. A play for legitimacy. A last ditch attempt to find courage. My lawyers in the process of prosecuting as we speak, on your behalf. Any...
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As it turns out Im okay. (Of course we have yet to define, Okay) The close encounter with the Liquid Plumber was another savage lie. A ploy. A play for legitimacy. A last ditch attempt to find courage. My lawyers in the process of prosecuting as we speak, on your behalf. Any...
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A Wierd Dream
A day of gloom.
In twenty four years Ive only seen my father twice. Last night I had a dream that he died. I cant remember how the news arrived but I was in the car in the back seat and my uncle Lou was driving. I had just finished crying and I said, I cant believe my father was a famous,...
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A day of gloom.
In twenty four years Ive only seen my father twice. Last night I had a dream that he died. I cant remember how the news arrived but I was in the car in the back seat and my uncle Lou was driving. I had just finished crying and I said, I cant believe my father was a famous,...
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anais:
you ok, liquid plumber is not quite tasty. Danke by the way 
Caught With My Pants Down.
Or almost. And I fear the dogs are on to me.
Uncle Ivester came back from Chicago today. I had forgotten that I gave him the keys to my apartment and he nearly caught me with my dick all lubed up at the Kitchen table. You see, since Caldwell's been away Ive had no drinking buddy, so Ive been surfing...
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Or almost. And I fear the dogs are on to me.
Uncle Ivester came back from Chicago today. I had forgotten that I gave him the keys to my apartment and he nearly caught me with my dick all lubed up at the Kitchen table. You see, since Caldwell's been away Ive had no drinking buddy, so Ive been surfing...
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jewcy:
i think your uncle is my neighbor. i might be in love with him. he sounds absolutely fantastic.
i saw the world's largest non stick frying pan in a movie somewhere, so it could or could not actually exist. i'm not really sure. i think before i depart i'm going to acquire a guiness book of records so i can make sure i swing by all the creepy small towns that lure visitors with promises of giant frying pans and the like.
i saw the world's largest non stick frying pan in a movie somewhere, so it could or could not actually exist. i'm not really sure. i think before i depart i'm going to acquire a guiness book of records so i can make sure i swing by all the creepy small towns that lure visitors with promises of giant frying pans and the like.
There's been a terrible accident. I'm b;eeding. I've been shot in the kidney. thank christ i have anothe. I'm fuked. There's blod all over my conmputer. The fuckin cunt! I'm gonna kill hiem. I have to go. . fjjl
I think I killed Hector by accident. It was late and I was drunk. I didn't see him.
It could have been some one else but I can't tell... He... Or she, looks like a squished raisin. God. I hope it's not Hector. Who will I talk with now? We were begining to get close. Poor bastard. I'll miss him. (if it is him.)
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It could have been some one else but I can't tell... He... Or she, looks like a squished raisin. God. I hope it's not Hector. Who will I talk with now? We were begining to get close. Poor bastard. I'll miss him. (if it is him.)
I'll...
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