WIPING ASSHOLES
If I could figure the figure
that cuts this man
would he be set free
from his endless idiocy?
Those thoughts he found
so important he could now sweep
under the rug
and strangers
stuffing large pieces
of food into their mouths
would not depress him.
He could join society
and get a job that paid well
and a wife that loved him...
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If I could figure the figure
that cuts this man
would he be set free
from his endless idiocy?
Those thoughts he found
so important he could now sweep
under the rug
and strangers
stuffing large pieces
of food into their mouths
would not depress him.
He could join society
and get a job that paid well
and a wife that loved him...
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jewcy:
smart sassy hookers. i'll finish it one day, i promise. that day will come when i stop thinking of interesting side projects/ distractions.
no use coming here
no ones home.
No ones coming
pack your bags and head
for the mountains
head for the streams
dig yourself
into nothing and pray.
no ones home.
No ones coming
pack your bags and head
for the mountains
head for the streams
dig yourself
into nothing and pray.
That girl. The blond one with a face like a pug. Jay thought she was cute: nice rack and all. Dairies for gravity and a tribe of progeny. Butter face, I thought: but her face. I had imagined her sniffing around the back side of my balls, her little tongue, pink and darting ferreting out dingle berries. Her face jabbing up ward like a pig...
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I havent been home in three and a half months. Im broke. I arrived in Boston two weeks ago with 37 cents to my name. I dont have Novembers rent and I dont have the money for a bus ticket home. Im depressed. I was accosted by someone better than me. he said: Your mission was a failure, Your life style is too extreme, Im...
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It's time to come clean.
7/30/2005 9:36:03 PM
Something I've been reluctant to tell you. Things are about to get very very ugly.
If you can remember back, it was December thirtieth, two thousand four, a couple days before the new year that was to usher in fresh beginnings and a healthier wealthier life... and shit like that. Well that never happened. Im sure youve...
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7/30/2005 9:36:03 PM
Something I've been reluctant to tell you. Things are about to get very very ugly.
If you can remember back, it was December thirtieth, two thousand four, a couple days before the new year that was to usher in fresh beginnings and a healthier wealthier life... and shit like that. Well that never happened. Im sure youve...
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annalee:
Thank you very much! 
jewcy:
good luck and godspeed.
My Filthy Nails, My Dirty Mind.
5/9/2005 12:49:47 PM
Why can't I see the light. It's been a very confusing four weeks.
I cant remember the last time I was so confused. Maybe Im always confused and oblivious to the sad despicable fact. I said this to someone, that I was just so confused. It was Big Jim. Some Ex-jazz cat I know. Hes been...
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Coffee Shop Thoughts.
4/25/2005 10:22:35 AM
Caught with my hands down my pants... sort of...
Red headed nymph with the crayons
I spy you scratching your lip
while you talk on the phone
to someone
who I imagine to be
a lover
some lucky man
I can only assume
which is of course
my nature
from another couch
ten feet away
in this chic cafe...
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4/25/2005 10:22:35 AM
Caught with my hands down my pants... sort of...
Red headed nymph with the crayons
I spy you scratching your lip
while you talk on the phone
to someone
who I imagine to be
a lover
some lucky man
I can only assume
which is of course
my nature
from another couch
ten feet away
in this chic cafe...
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Someone make it end please... The Pain.
The pain killers are beginning to make me sweat. There is a snake at the base of the table. kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk and the trial of... Josef k is on trial. And the base of the table that slithers around my ankles. I am sweating profusely. Tjos mek no sense. But there is no sense here only depraved thoughts that...
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The pain killers are beginning to make me sweat. There is a snake at the base of the table. kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk and the trial of... Josef k is on trial. And the base of the table that slithers around my ankles. I am sweating profusely. Tjos mek no sense. But there is no sense here only depraved thoughts that...
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The Day I got Married.
4/21/2005 1:29:04 PM
And the dirty pig who shot and shackled me.
It was several minutes after I was shot in the head. I was sitting on the floor, my back against the wall. Caldwell was slouching in the EZ chair, directly across from me, drunk and grinning. The gun was in his right hand and the scotch in his...
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4/21/2005 1:29:04 PM
And the dirty pig who shot and shackled me.
It was several minutes after I was shot in the head. I was sitting on the floor, my back against the wall. Caldwell was slouching in the EZ chair, directly across from me, drunk and grinning. The gun was in his right hand and the scotch in his...
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How I became a Hindu
Its been a long time since Ive posted anything with regards to the saga of my life. Chances are no one has noticed. What has happened since is fairly irrelevant. All you need to know is that I was arrested two months ago and Ive been hitting the scotch hard and have recently taken up cigar smoking as a physical...
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Its been a long time since Ive posted anything with regards to the saga of my life. Chances are no one has noticed. What has happened since is fairly irrelevant. All you need to know is that I was arrested two months ago and Ive been hitting the scotch hard and have recently taken up cigar smoking as a physical...
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It's Seems, I'm a Royal Dick for Ever
1/6/2005 10:02:49 AM
cockroach human relations are about to go down hill. And I have to clean my dungeon.
Another day of rain on the Island. The gray suits my disposition. I woke up thinking of Well Fleet this morning. Cape Cods beautiful. If it werent for the tourist Id live there. I imagine I have another...
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1/6/2005 10:02:49 AM
cockroach human relations are about to go down hill. And I have to clean my dungeon.
Another day of rain on the Island. The gray suits my disposition. I woke up thinking of Well Fleet this morning. Cape Cods beautiful. If it werent for the tourist Id live there. I imagine I have another...
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jewcy:
i don't think that constitutes bad boyfriend material. who wants to sit at home all day raising kids anyways?
anyhoo, thanks.
anyhoo, thanks.
jessicalea:
um yea... Im down with that explanation of it all. 
O' Ye of Little Promise
1/2/2005 11:57:36 AM
Yes it's true: even the cockroaches have no faith in me. Is because I'm a Bastard. A fatherless child never amounts to much. How does one man become worthless so quickly? Perhaps it was a gradual undermining. A little sand here, a little sand there. All I know is that when I woke up there was a...
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1/2/2005 11:57:36 AM
Yes it's true: even the cockroaches have no faith in me. Is because I'm a Bastard. A fatherless child never amounts to much. How does one man become worthless so quickly? Perhaps it was a gradual undermining. A little sand here, a little sand there. All I know is that when I woke up there was a...
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jewcy:
i love the color coded terror chart. it can't be dumbed down much more than that.