misterpierre

My throat is burning and I can still smell the vomit in my nose. Not a word in over a week.

I started the day with coffee and a lie to a friends lady about going to see him. I cant decide if its bad to lie about not being able to ride for an hour to a prison, while surrounded by the stink of children

I started the afternoon with the short trip to the liquor store. I drank half a bottle of vodka and jerked off to the thought of eating my wife's pussy. I love coming inside her. It makes me feel good knowing some part of me is still in her. If it were only possible for her to come inside me. I would take it without hesitation, and often. I love when she squirts in my mouth.

Ive developed a slight fetish for smoking while jerking off. I passed out at some point.

I woke up with the sun still out and ordered some bad food. It didnt stay down long. A stomach full of food makes me feel guilty. Bad thoughts hit after that and the rest takes care of itself. Enjoying the weight loss though. Im looking better and better everyday for no one.

God I wish shed come home. My fingers ache without being able to touch her.

Midnight leaves me wanting. A position to which Im entirely unaccustomed.