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mistermocha

South Lake Tahoe, CA

Member Since 2004

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Friday Jul 09, 2004

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ouch... my teeth hurt. I have cavities to fill. Hopefully, the dentist will be able to take me in on an emergency tomorrow.

How strange is it that I really don't have any desire to be in a relationship? I don't even have any desire to have sex with anyone. I've become perfectly content with being with myself. Is that sad and depressing, or what? Really, I'm not sad or depressed, but "hearing myself" write it down makes me think things like... have I given up hope? Am I broken and irrepairable when it comes to romance? Am I heartless and shallow because I don't have any "desire" anymore?

It's like I feel just fine and dandy, but the fact that I feel fine and dandy is creepy. It's not that I feel bummed about being single, but I feel weird that I don't feel that way.

What can I say, I'm a strange cookie.
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
peggy:
I like strange cookies. wink

Oh and....new name. Pass it on. kiss
Jul 11, 2004
miami:
Jul 12, 2004

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