misterjesus

She's an angel



and I'm a goddamn idiot for feeling the way I do.


confidence is a weird thing, you still can't just get what you want at the end of the day.


have you ever wanted to just looked into their eyes past everything down into the part where it really matters, do you ache inside? do you want to scream at the world? do you deserve better? do you even know I am there?


would it even matter?


I can't help how I am, I wish I knew you, I wish you knew me, the timing is wrong, if nothing I can have my dreams.


on average I get two hours sleep a night, I have less than one conversation with a real person a week, I consume less than 500 calories a day, I don't drink alcohol at all, and I leave the house less than four times in a week.

my life is this way for reasons I do not know.

I started to make a change and now I have nothing but confusion in my mind.

I've never been good at being obvious.