misterjesus

I'm all night with my cock up!





well actually I'm all night with my neighbors cocks up, cause he keeps chickens and the little oiks won't shuttup.



going out slubbing in a moment, no that's no typo, that's where you go out and sit in a club while everybody else has fun.

I want to make a radical change in myself, I just don't know what to do, so far I've lost weight, cut my hair off, got some new glasses, started being more socialble and positive, and to be frankly honest, not much has really changed my situation perhaps I was being a bit over optimistic thinking that if I was more outgoing and tried to be friendly that I would increase my chances of getting to meet somebody.

and don't get me wrong I'm not out on some desperate mission to find somebody to have sex with, what I really think I'm looking for is somebody to listen to music with, appriciate the view of the ocean at dusk, laugh at my dumbass jokes, throw popcorn at me in the movies, tell me when I look like a fool, let me cook for them, go shopping with, etc etc.

I want to find somebody who will respect me as much as I respect them, somehow I have doubts that clubs are really the right places to find such people, there is nothing wrong with clubbing the culture or the people that do it, but I want somebody to stimulate my mind.

now I'm as open minded as the next guy and maybe a bit over sensitive, but recently I have noticed an abundance of really nice women who seem to be asshole magnets, they date guys that treat them like crap and they keep going back for more.

I worshiped the ground my ex walked on when we together, and I would have done anything she asked me to, yet she still left me. Maybe I'm not a big enough asshole?

somebody care to explain that to me?