misterjesus

Cripes!

I can't get over how many friends I have on here now, seems like every time I write in my journal somebody else tells me that they like my ramblings.

aww shucks you guys are great.

I have a few thought of the day and here they are in no particular order

1. KMFDM kittie "Safe" remix, give me the horn big style

2. I have a slightly unhealthy obsession with Talena Atfield

3. I have also got a bit of a fixation with breasts recently

4. Mmmm popcorn

5. Some oik nicked my mobile today, but fuck em, it's now IMEI and Sim locked so it's useless even if they put a new sim in it.

6. Alternative Lifestyle Board Worries the living shit outta me when you see the list of "hobbies" they cater to finding matches for. not sure I want to even think about people searching for scat partners.

7. And how sad am I that I even thought about alt.com

8. Mmmm Swedish girls

9. I really like pale skin, Dark Hair, Doe eyes and a filthy attitude. shame that girls like that are not into overweight dorks like me.

10. I wonder how much of a change in attitude it would take to try being gay for a while.

11. I know what women want. it's toffee.

12. Male sex toys, how do you get that bored with yourself?

13. Daddy, Daddy cool, I'm crazy like a fool, cause I'm Daddy cool. FUCK GET OUT OF MY HEAD DAMMIT.

14. Debby.

15. Mmmm chicken

16. Axl Rose was never cool now that I think about it.

17. Tattoos hurt, why do I keep going back for more?

I leave you with some lyrics that just seem to fit recently:

I hurt myself today,
to see if i still feel,
I focus on the pain,
the only thing thats real,

The needle tears a hole,
the old familiar sting,
try to kill it all away,
but I remember everything,

(Chorus)
what have I become,
my sweetest friend,
everyone i know,
goes away in the end,

and you could have it all,
my empire of dirt,
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt,

I wear this crown of thorns,
upon my liars chair,
full of broken thoughts,
I cannot repair,

beneath the stains of time,
the feelings dissapear,
you are someone else,
I am still right here,

What have I become,
my sweetest friend,
everyone I know,
goes away in the end,

and you could have it all,
my empire of dirt,
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt,

if I could start agian,
a million miles away,
I will keep myself,
I would find a way,
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Everybody needs somebody, you're not the only one.

oh yeah, thanks you guys for reading, I have no idea why you do it. and no I don't think I am the only person that feels the way I do.