mistergraves

Commencing shutdown sequence.

I will return to SGland in a week or so.
Let us pray that my computer survives UPS ground shipping.
Stay well people, and know that by the time I turn this thing on again, I'll be living with a photographer.

Why is it that Armageddonists don't just take their own lives? If they are so convinced we are witnessing the End Times ,that we are responsible, and that there's nothing we can do about it- why stick around to watch it?
Just get rid of yourself, already.

I choose flight.
Why fight for something you don't believe in?
When you run away, you see your enemies in a softer light- their faces are blurred and they are a bad shot.
I may still take one through the heart, but at least it will be with my back turned.

I'm in limbo.
I hate limbo.
I've got cuts on my hands that have stayed open for three days.
What is that called when your blood doesn't clot?
Christmas will be spent the same way today is being spent-
by myself, in an abandoned apartment building, looking for something to make the day go by so I can sleep again.

My reality-based community beat up my faith-based community today.

I had taken on faith the ability to pay January's rent with my credit card (as I had been told as much) and had assumed that since the energy bill hadn't come for 3 months, that it wouldn't show up before I left.

Well. It came. It came with the thunder.

And that credit card payment...
Read More

So a friend of mine (ex-girlfriend) had a group of her friends in Los Angeles listen to my Christmas tunes.
Unfortunately, their responses were on the Internet, where I could see them.
They are thought my stuff was awful, and not in the enjoyable way. These were, however, goths, and as I learned in my time in Los Angeles, goths have no sense of humor....
Read More

I've uploaded 3 new Christmas songs to
http://www.ic-musicmedia.com/david_lucas

It's the first time I've tried singing with an orchestral background.
Don't think I care for it much.
Still more at home with the piano, which I used for O Holy Night.

I guess I'm feeling Christmas-Y.
Much love for Jesus, lunatic that he was.