mistergraves

I had a dream last night about ...pussy.

In itself that is strange enough. but stranger was the fact that my whole dream played like this architecture documentary. Nameless host was talking to guests about different curves in buildings and how those curves turn him on. Tom Hanks was in it, too.
Weird, man.

Goddamnit.
Why is it that I am so talented, morally consistent and physically awe-inspiring?
I'll never find a partner this way.


...Not that I'm looking, of course. That would be below me.


In regular news:
The interview went horribly wrong. They'd already picked someone else by the time I got there.
Back to looking for data entry jobs for a bit.

My friend Dan just...
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I hate getting inspired sometimes.
I do love my friend here, who challenges me and tells me that I'm her last hope. That I'm the only friend she has that still spends so much time talking about a better world.
It's just that we can never decide on what to do about it.

We admit that humans are not designed to think long-term, and even...
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I ate far too many beans today. Black beans, pinto beans, red beans.
Ugh.
Today David admires wide open spaces.

David still has writer's block, so is doing logical tasks instead. Things are fairly happy. David kind of has a crush on this guy who totally won't return it. Oh well.
David also bleached his hair and was called Andy Warhol.
I disagree.

Not sure...
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I'm seriously going to cry for all the lonely and decent people in this little city.
I've just spent an hour reading through all the personals on the portland craigslist.

Of course there are more guys looking for girls than girls looking for girls, but the majority of guys looking for girls seemed really sweet and sane. Not so much in the girls looking for...
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Put em on the glass.
Woot woot.

Learning to deal.
Becoming one of those people that has to plan their evenings is a little frightening and a little sad, but it's better than becoming completely unproductive.

My good friend finally got into the electrician's union today, and good happenings in her life generally are a precursor to good happenings in mine. So I'm hopeful.

My new health obsession is Sudden Cardiac Death....
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Hi again.
I spent the entire week trying to adjust to getting up before the sun would rise.
I haven't done that in...9 years. I'm also a much more busy person than I was at 17, so when I get home from work, I work on things, and when it came time to sleep, I just couldn't.
So now I'm sick. At least I'll have...
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The weekend wasn't nearly as busy as I expected it to be.
Woke myself up at 8 this morning so that I could be slightly sleepy by midnight.
In my free time I did two more remakes. This is it for remakes for a while. I need to concentrate on my own content again. My orchestral stuff is coming along well, but it won't render...
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Ok.

Mission accomplished.

Wondered why I wasn't receving any job calls, so today at about 2pm I check my phone. It hasn't been on for three days. This is what happens when you use your phone strictly for business and a once-per-week call to mother.

I had been offered two jobs in that time, but I had to go do a confirmation interview for one...
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