mister_x

life as a bastard:
wake up, loathe self, skip breakfast.
engage in slow self destruction several times a day.
loathe self for lunch.
mentally give beatings to people while listening to beethoven.
take break from self loathing during dinner and hate the rest of the world.
before bed, think of new ways to inflict personal mental pain upon self.
fall unconsious (sleep)
wake up unrested,...
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dwelling on bad heart stuff isn't good.

tom waits once said someting like this:
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Don't throw out your bad days, they were little capsules them. You throw 'em out and it'll rain, and those bad days grow into weeks bad weeks turn into months and befor you know it you've got a crop of bad years.

So don't throw out your bad days, you've...
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elvis costello - (I Don't Want To Go To) Chelsea

Photographs of fancy tricks to get your kicks at sixty-six
He thinks of all the lips that he licks
And all the girls that he's going to fix
She gave a little flirt, gave herself a little cuddle
But there's no place here for the mini-skirt waddle
[sixteen gets you twenty], she's last year's model...
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sleep deprivation is cheaper than alcohol. they have the same effects physiologically but you cant DWI with lack of sleep. i'm going downstaris to make food for eating and reinforce the doors. those damn zombies are a pretty good alarm clock.

i saw calexico tonight, they were simply amazing. there were songs i recognized but never heard before as from my sparse dreams, vacant and arrid as the salt flats.

[addendum] there was a girl at the show who caught two of my senses. the less ovbious one being my olfactory sense. i can pick out the smell of cloves in a room where everyone else...
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i've been less active for a while here, the last few weekends i've either been playing shows or out wasting my (semi?)valuable time and money. the houston thing was definately a near disastrer experience.

the full story. my friend is into cosplay a.k.a costume play where you dress as a character from an anime, manga, game, band, movie, whatever with mixed results depending of your...
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ugh. not sleeping the whole trip to and from houston was a bad idea. for the skinny on saturday's events you can go to stephen's blog cause i'm too lazy to write it all.

the pictures will be along by the end of the week i hope, lisa got the best shot of me in costume so i'll try to get that pic and some...
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tonight i set sail for the coast on my landship. it'll be Candy Hearts CosPlay Pic-a-nic and my Guitar Wolf costume and Stephen. i'll have pictures and stuff when i get back.

sci-fi day at home

all day i've been reading Edgar Rice Burroughs' "A Princess of Mars" after reading one of taday's culture articles.

dam the luck. now i have 11 more books to add to my already epic backlog of books. maybe i'll get locked in a bank vault while the world ends in neutron deathstorms. of course, i'd drop my glasses according to...
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leap days are wierd. i got a moblog yesterday. i plan to post the really wired stuff that seem to happen around me.

today i got up early for class only to find out the professor was sick. murphy's law is cinstantly in effect because i live in the city of murphy, no joke here.

Ded-Kat quarter after news flash!!!!

madness in the forums as the lynch mob closed in on their target, a member who took SG and member candids and tried to pass them off as his own on DeviantArt.

all our worst wishes go out to him and may his tiny balck soul be gnawed on for eternity by cerberos

-ded-kat news anchor mr.X out

fffuuuuuck. we had to cancel a show because Ian was working. friday night, wewere supposed to rehearse for today but Nick was AWOL. saturday, i went to the show anuways with Stephen and saw the new Project Rathole in the skin. its a cozier space and there's recording capability.

we were scheduled to play and we fucking cancel the day of the goddamn show, i...
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