missymalice

Just got back from a few days of traveling to see family and friends for Thanksgiving. First, I went 3 hours south to my aunt's house in Kentucky for a get-together there. The boy and i came back north that night and spent the night at my mother's. The next morning, we drove 4 hours north to his mother's house. We spent that night at his buddy's house for a party. And tonight we're back home again. =] Total drive time: 14 hours over three days.

I've also still been talking to that girl. I don't know if anything will really come of it or not. Like i said before, we flirt. So far, though, that's been it. I kept trying to back off, because of the drama. I had told her i would text her a few times and then didn't. =\ I also did try talking to her about being uncomfortable with the situation, but she seems completely convinced everything will work out fine. I don't really see how, though. I'm not about to basically fight with someone over a girl when none of my family knows that i'm bi. Because he started posting obnoxious shit on facebook (i have a lot of family on my facebook; something i tried to avoid, but when they send the friend request multiple times, it's not like you can just block your mother or aunt) and i don't want him making the situation obvious to half the people i know via my fucking facebook wall. Nice way to come out, right? No. So far, nothing he's posted has been completely obvious, but it's not a risk i want...

Thanksgiving was nice though. As well as the party the boyfriend's friends always have the day after Thanksgiving. I ended up getting wayyyy too drunk and i still feel a little sick, but i maintain that it was worth it. After going through my phone today, i'm beginning to understand why people normally take my cell phone away from me when i'm drunk. Because i apparently make no sense whatsoever. lol. It was a good party despite the fact that in the end both blood and vomit ended up being involved. (still not quite sure how the former came about, nor does anyone else seem to know.)

I got to cook for roughly a dozen people, which was both interesting and terrifying, seeing as i don't often cook. But people ended up coming back for seconds and there were zero leftovers to take home, so i suppose that's a good sign. Yay I accomplished something! Haha.