missvicious

You know one of the ways that you can tell your relationship is ending? The lack of sex. I know its slightly shallow for me to say, but when one partner is no longer really interested in sex you know somethings wrong with your relationship.

That's how I know mine is failing.

The last few weeks (granted I have been pretty busy with my new job) any time I want to have sex, my boyfriend just isn't all that interested. When we do have sex, it doesn't last long at all because he's either to tired or well it's me. I don't know what else I can do but actually tell him I want him, but even then he just brushes it off like its nothing. Now, porn... well he's all for that.

I suppose I am a bit torn on how to handle all of this. I mean, how do you split up when you live together? When your the provider? Not that I want to break up, but it's just one of those "what if" questions. ya know?

I love him dearly, but sometimes love isn't enough and sometimes you have to take care of your self, no matter how much it hurts you. I'm not making any rash decisions or anything, but I cant help but feel like this is all falling around me, because of me.