misstyrios

i am so goddamn BORED with my life lately. not in the sense that i don't have things to fill up my day - i have exams starting in a few days, which means that every second should be spent studying. but beyond that...everything is in stasis right now and it's driving me fuckin crazy. the one person i want doesn't want me. my friends never want to go out - a few months ago, i had too many things going on to keep up with. now, everyone around me seems to have lost the will to live. even my booty call is only good for about half the time - even when he calls me, he changes his mind and i end up with nothing. i need something new. i need a CHANGE of some sort. new place, new faces, new feelings. i'm sick of feeling angry and dejected and BORED.

(as a sidenote, i am not fishing for sympathy, merely ranting.)