misssmartypants

Today was a very interesting and horrible day.

I got up this morning for work and decided to wait and eat breakfast after my shower. I find that I'm getting hungry early in the day, I was hoping to move all my meals forward an hour so I wasn't starving before lunch. I thought this was a good idea, but due to my hypoglycemia, it turned out to be a mistake. I was in the shower and I felt my usual "I'm going to pass out" feeling when I don't eat. I got out of the shower, I was so weak I couldn't even make it to my room, I had to lay down in the floor of the bathroom. I didn't regain consciousness for about an hour. I had 15 minutes to get to work.

Being the cool person that I am, when I pass out from low blood sugar, usually I have an anxiety attack when I get my wits about me. For the first 30 minutes at work I was shaking and fighting the lump in my throat. I thought my heart was going to pound out of my chest. I felt so stupid for thinking I could wait to eat, I knew better.

I am very blessed with job I have because everyone could tell something was wrong. I explained the situation, they canceled most appointments. I did the few massages I had to do, and I came home and crashed. I still feel like crap.