turning point? maybe. speaking too soon, well lets just not do that.
a new adventure? all i can ask for.
change of scenery? on the horizon, though some what distant, still closer than before.
different sense of freedom? i hope.
coping with my intense need of instant gratification and answers...that is the challenge.
hope im not so insane bc of the wait by the time...
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a new adventure? all i can ask for.
change of scenery? on the horizon, though some what distant, still closer than before.
different sense of freedom? i hope.
coping with my intense need of instant gratification and answers...that is the challenge.
hope im not so insane bc of the wait by the time...
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waking up in such excruciating pain this morning was not how i wanted to start my day. my back was hurting so bad every time i took a breath i wanted to throw up. really? a little frustrating.
i was hoping to get a little more done today than i did. turns out the work i needed to get done was a little more involved...
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i was hoping to get a little more done today than i did. turns out the work i needed to get done was a little more involved...
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tactical:
Feel better
feeling...progressive....slightly productive.
and for the moment....all smiles.
ive got your number...
and for the moment....all smiles.
ive got your number...
tactical:
Nice
BACK!
now was that so damn hard....??!
life is one big learning experience. lately, there has been a lot more learning crammed in there than usual. not sure how much more learning i can take before i implode. its time to add in there some life changes. only positive, good, not an ounce of negative, life changes. i stress the POSITIVE part of the thought...
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now was that so damn hard....??!
life is one big learning experience. lately, there has been a lot more learning crammed in there than usual. not sure how much more learning i can take before i implode. its time to add in there some life changes. only positive, good, not an ounce of negative, life changes. i stress the POSITIVE part of the thought...
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missred:
at tabernacle...close to you?!
shema:
It is to me.
dear self,
you are a serious over thinker and need to knock that shit off. you make me crazy. you've had your epiphany now move forward. always prepping for "all of the above" is not always the best way to do things. sometimes somethings are going to happen whether your ready or not. suck it up.
love,
me
you are a serious over thinker and need to knock that shit off. you make me crazy. you've had your epiphany now move forward. always prepping for "all of the above" is not always the best way to do things. sometimes somethings are going to happen whether your ready or not. suck it up.
love,
me
chipdanger:
Good advice you!
missred:
sometimes that happens...having good advice. its the actually taking it part that happens even more rarely. 
im feeling a little pent up. i just want to yell and be bold and blunt but....do i want to deal with the repercussions of what i want to yell about....
these enclosed feelings are making me crazy.
i need to go away to a different place where i know nothing about anything and no one knows me. just for a bit.
when i came...
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these enclosed feelings are making me crazy.
i need to go away to a different place where i know nothing about anything and no one knows me. just for a bit.
when i came...
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tactical:
It is fun I don't believe in not telling people things I believe in honesty even if it will "hurt the persons feelings". Get over it you ar an adult. But then again no one really fucks with me cause I'm "scary" which is bullshit there is nothing scary about me (but then I don't really get scared) I don't know.
sooo...what now?
nap.
nap.
out of the multiple "almost fights" i was confronted with this weekend, yes multiple, for some reason people were starting shit left and right, this one is the one that torqued me the most.
you have serious guts to start shit in MY house! im still a little raged out by this. over the weekend my close friends girl attacked him in my house literally...
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you have serious guts to start shit in MY house! im still a little raged out by this. over the weekend my close friends girl attacked him in my house literally...
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missred:
Party drama I agree, no bruno.
friend zone, I guess it depends on the side ur on lol in this case im ok with it.
Next weekend.....yay!
friend zone, I guess it depends on the side ur on lol in this case im ok with it.
Next weekend.....yay!
zale:
I meant being the one in the friend zone is what sucks... I too am fine with your particular example, however. lol
shema:
Very true. Its a very negatively used word.
wish me luck! i am trying for a better job at the hospital. my bff put in a good word for me and she is in good standing with the boss lady so i hope i get it! better pay, work 3 12 hr shifts so ill be able to work it around my school schedule...ahhh...i hope i get it!!!!
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zale:
If I must... But wouldn't a "You must be at least THIS CRAZY to ride" sign work just fine?
missred:
that would work but not just everyone is privy to the "ride"...its V.I.P.