wow. went on a date last night. for the first time in 4 years. just a no strings just for the hell of it date. it was quite enjoyable. the guy was great. he is a marine living in jax nc so i figured if it was a dud that he doesnt live here so why not go out with him for a drink? turns...
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zale:
Watch out for Marines, they're crazy fuckers! Awesome... But crazy! Lol. I don't envy the guy being stationed in Jax, NC. That place sucks ass! Glad to hear you had fun, you deserve to.
missred:
it was just good fun. not tryin to take it anywhere just figured why not you know. and marines....arent you a marine lol or were anyway. soooo your speaking from personal evaluation? hahaha i do enjoy you tho so marines are ok in my book...so far anyway lol til i have to beat you for bruising me! =p
finally. i am lifted and free. single at last for the first time, truely single, in my adult life. it feels so good to be able to say that and mean it, to be sure of it. you dont realize how great something people think is horrible, being alone, can be til you dont have your own space the way you want it to be....
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thecicco:
congrats, sounds like you're really happy now 
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heartbaker:
Awwww
missred:
yeah i dont want to have an 8 pack abs lol i still want to look like a woman, soft and curvy not harsh and scary ha im gonna get back too it tho, it just hurt all the damn time and it makes me not want to move to even walk so its just hard to do when it hurts like it does. im into a little self inflicted pain every now and then when it comes to sitting for a 4 hour sesh of ink or a piercing but this whole feeling like your spine is being crushed in vice and then trying to run/walk/bike etc, is just not fun. i got better meds now tho that dont make me as much of a tard when im on them lol i can actually drive while taking these ones. so onward!
ps my dog is so cute and love her!
ps my dog is so cute and love her!
cant sleep and have to be up in 5 hours...to spend 9+ hours at work! im so sick of working weekends every fucking week! i finally get my raise...a whole .25 cents. i will bearly notice. i mean at least i have a job but wtf? id like to move out of my parents before im 25. with school and this shitty job i dont...
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kingskottie:
meow... hey red.
i over think things sometimes. well alot. i am one of those ppl who will be faced with a situation and then automatically thinks of every possible way it could go. i overwhelm myself with situational options and sometime lack the ability to take things at face value. so all this nonsense just piled up on me ontop of my already stressed out life. mostly...
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zale:
Right? Me? Well that's the first...
missred:
ha of course...you? what? ha =p xo
seeing your ex with someone else is always one of the feelings i dont think anyone enjoys. no matter how long its been since you have been apart or why or how civil or uncivil it ended, it always puts this gut dropping feeling in your core. well for me it does. even if they arent together, or you dont know for sure what the...
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zale:
Holy long fucking blog, Batman!
Well, you know I can't relate when it comes to relationships, but my thinking is that if being upset about something doesn't help the situation, then why bother?
Well, you know I can't relate when it comes to relationships, but my thinking is that if being upset about something doesn't help the situation, then why bother?
got if figured, with out blood. im doing it my way. the way it needed to be done bc its the least confortational and stressing. fu k! i feel better already. but i dont feel like getting out of bed for FUCKING WORK! damn it man...
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zale:
My bad... Thought you were on the trip already and that's what the drama in your previous blogs was about. The show I'm referring to is X102.9's "Rock on the River" feat. Flobots, Crash Kings, Paper Tongues, Richy Nix and some local band. Free show at the landing and friends and I were gonna go via boats.
missred:
im not sure yet just cause of working so ill have to let you know as it gets closer. sounds like a good time! yeah my last blog was a vent sesh...i didnt have anyone to talk to atm so i blew up on here. was better off anyway cause i was in a horrific mood. im not trying to yell or be mean to anyone lol but yeah ill let you know as it get close to that weekend.
why cant i keep my mouth shut? just cause it sounds like a nice thing to do doesnt mean its the greatest ifuckingdea!
if my trip is all fucked up bc of this shit i sware someone will pay for it. im am so sick of the up and fucking down! make up your fucking mind and dont get pissed at me for wanting to...
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if my trip is all fucked up bc of this shit i sware someone will pay for it. im am so sick of the up and fucking down! make up your fucking mind and dont get pissed at me for wanting to...
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just confirmed my tattoo appointment! i cant wait! this sleeve is going to take so long to finish due to the distance of myself and my artist but im so excited about adding another piece. im getting my herrrr did tomaro which is also exciting...this ordinary hair thing is not working for me. i thought i would try something different cause i havent had any...
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setsuka:
I can't wait to see your sleeve progression! It is always so fun.
I hope you have lots of fun on your trip!
I hope you have lots of fun on your trip!
all of my posts lately have been so short...due to my lack of social life i assume. that being caused by my too much work life. gay.
i got my cali ticket! getting some ink done when i get out there to add to my sleeve. slowly but surely...i wish my artist wasnt so damn far away! but its worth the travel to have a...
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i got my cali ticket! getting some ink done when i get out there to add to my sleeve. slowly but surely...i wish my artist wasnt so damn far away! but its worth the travel to have a...
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